Pant Pant...
I'm running in an empty land.
Where am I?
I don't want to be here.
I want to go back.
Please bring me back.
I hate this.
I'm going to be stuck here...
forever?
I'm so scared.
"Hanni....don't tell anyone about this, okay? It's a secret...between us only..."
Snake like hands, multiple ones reach out for me, touching me.
Not this again, no, no please, leave me alone.
I opened my eyes again...it's her again....I miss her so much.
Please come back, please,
I forgive you- no- I'm sorry
I want you back
You were the only person who ever understood me, and now you're gone.
Why'd I leave you?
I should have replied back.
I miss you, please come back.
Things just weren't that bad, I missed how things were,
Karina.
Please, I'll talk to you, won't you be nice?
What's this?
When we used to just be nice,
I was happy,
I used to do my work on time,
I used to shower regularly,
I didn't isolate myself,
I wouldn't be emotionally distant.
Where are you going?
I'm running towards you now.
Please- don't leave me, no, no, no,
"NO!" I wake up, drenched in sweat, I'm crying now.
It's okay, because I'm a patient person.
It's okay because I'm more calm and collected.
I manage to collect myself and glance at my phone alarm, which is constantly ringing as a reminder of how late I am.
"IT'S ALREADY 7:40?!?!? I NEED TO GO" I hurriedly get up to get dressed.
A/N:
Sorry for the late updates guys! I've been down because of stuff and I'm back, so don't worry :)
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FanfictionPham Hanni, entering her last year in high school, has a problem. She's not only held a name for herself as the most "invisible" person in school (she has severe talking issues), but also stuck with her lonely life style. Somehow, rumor spreads out...
