Stuck With You

Scared to be lonely

Lisa's POV:

"where are we going now, is it your new home or-" Lea begins.

"we're going back just to get what you left behind. I don't want any of my belongings to be there." I tell her and mean it.

I'm still waiting for Kelvin's call about the house I bought, and I'll make sure that none of them ever finds me.

Today I've been finally discharged. Just as I ordered the bodyguards, no one was allowed to walk in unless I permit them and I've not seen any of my family since that day.

This is not what I wanted. They just pushed me to do it.

The car pulls in front of the mansion as Lea and I step out. When I walk into the mansion, everyone is waiting for me? I guess.

Even Melissa and her parents are here. Melissa is leaning against the wall and mother is sitting on the couch. Where's father?

Just ignore them all. My subconscious reminds me and for the first time I want to give her a hug for being so smart.

"Trina! You're home." Mom tries to hug me but I hold my hand up to stop her.

"home?" I ask as I let out a small sarcastic laugh. "This has NEVER BEEN MY HOME."

"after what we did for you?" she asks.

"I didn't ask you to do anything for me, you chose to do it yourself." I remind her and give dad who's standing behind her a quick glance.

I know I sound like an ungrateful person but I don't care, and it's true. I didn't tell anyone to buy me, no.

"Lisa my child, don't let yourself be consumed by anger. We can solve all these problems together." Mother speaks.

"don't call me your child because I AM NOT. And I've had enough of all this, I just lost my baby and what you are all thinking about is how to please me. At least show some respect for my dead baby because it's never coming back to me again." I finally let it out and tears threaten to come but I don't let them.

Not now at least.

"you heard her, why don't you just leave already?" Mom tells my family and I don't feel anything.

I don't know what I should be feeling right now.

I just want to feel my baby inside me again.

"Lisa please, forgive us for what we did and don't blame Melissa for everything, she was as shocked as you were. Please." Mother cries.

"mom please don't." Melissa says, panting mother's shoulder softly.

Lea follows behind me as I head for the stairs, "don't just walk away Trina." mom stops me and I think it's time I finally put her in her place.

"who do you think you are? You don't know what I can do to you so know your limits and if I were to choose between YOU and THEM... I would choose NEITHER of you." I hurry to my room and close the door behind me.

With a lump in my throat, I let the tears fall freely and I don't even want to stop myself from crying. This is just too much for me to take.

~~~~~

"ma'am, the car is ready." Ben informs me.

"alright, are they still here?" I ask him.

"No. Sir and madam left for a meeting and miss Melissa and her family left a long time ago."

"good."

I walk out of the room and then the mansion, I slide into the car where Kelvin is as we wait for Ben to start the engine.