ONE MONTH BEFORE COLLEGE AHHH AUGUST WAS OUR PANIC MONTH it seriously was a panic month lamiasd juijdnw jus from everyth we did literally the moodswings of us in august was unreall but we made it workk ofccc we didd we had college in septemberrr i remember how we wld lit be playing cod smmm u wld be workinggg smmm was august when u got ur jobb :( u wld work a lottt but hey u didn mind it we was doing okayy a big panic mid way thru tho u almost left me and killed urself and i was like wtfff nooo not rt before college i guess we did argue a lott and that is sad but we had sm good nights together like honeslty i think back and remember when i made u tha little code puzzle for thje poem did it in different languages and everyth so u could guess it and i jus believe tha i shudve put more effort like that in always because i rly do love you and i think that if i do more of them u rly wld like it more and be more okay with me but u rly did like it the way ui was on google translate LIKE HELPPP i cant finddd the languageee i cant finddd the languageee and then i was like oi no cheating and u acc went thru all of them to make the poem fit and u got to read it and then LMAO i was like some fancy writing saying u have solved the puzzle and u got rly rlyyy fkn happy at tha i dont know i wish i cld be more creative like that sometimes because it made u so happy and i love seeing you happy just imagining those smile linesss in ur face with the eyes closinggg and u going awwww in ur cute fkn voice i just really love that and ill alw love it because how can you look so fkn perfect when being happy lit look like u have the most noor on ur face in this whole galaxy just is amazingg. really though this month was actually full of effort from you because okay we had rough spots and moments where we thought we wldnt make it or we was guna finish right before fucking college but we never did we managed to do it and that is honeslty thanks to you because you know what i may have said some things but it was you who actually fought for us, it was you who saved us i love you for that muskaan u let us experience college together and its been a blast honestly hey this month u told me u wanted to read book on wattpad and look ull be readint his whilst reading a book on wattpad ahahah but its my book the book i wrote for u the one that i tell you our memories and i speak to you ab how i feel ab u and thats jus sooo cuteee im so happy i started writing wattpad book for you because honestly u do a lot for me and i guess this is my way of finally giving u smth back a big book to read whenever u want and it holds a lot of value for me because i wrote this for you when i felt like you needed it and truly ill be sending it to you when you need it too so i jus feel like this book holds a lot of sentimental value to me like honestly i believe its a happiness giver for you and i jus want you to read it whenever u need it but yesss enough of the sad talk ahahaha I WROTE U A BOOKKKK AND UR A BOOKWORM OMGRJKEG I FEEL PROUD im so happy. OK SHUSH NOW BACK TO THE MONTH OF AUGUST GIRL WITH HER I LOVE U 1% TO 100% SO MUCH LOVE THANK YOU BABYGIRL I REALLY LOVE YOU TOO MY SWEET FKN CHERRY MY GAZELLE AND MOST OF ALL MY GUZEL AHAHA i rly love calling u tha one bc its so sweet and i think u deserve it esp for all the i love u 1-100 u did for meeeee and man that crosswords puzzle u made me back was just so cute u lit gave me smm clues w rly adorable questions lit lemme jus get a few and show u bc how beautiful was thatt ''19- ur the source of my? u make me happy so wha r u the source of'' liuke mannnf h3fuiuif this jus gives me sm happiness too because u say im the source of it and i jus think i hold so much value to u and it rly makes me feel important ab myself and feel like i can make u happy and make u feel good ''pinky what. wha do i make u say.'' like ahahaha this is so cuteee u make me say pinky promiseee and i alw keep pinky promsie i never break tha one bc i find it so cute its ltierally like your inner child speaking out to me saying i trust u dont break this and i love it because ur such a child at heart with everything in this life and i cant stop but smile so much when i reading it bc hey why do u have to beee sooo cuteeee
