december december the best month together seriously i liked this month a lottt it was all colddd and we had the warmth of eachother at every step of the way seriously being in the lift hugging eachother was sm better than freezing outside with frostbite the month before honestly we had a rly good time obviously :( not good it was cut short tho because of dumb holidays aww u cried a lott because of those holidays we was finalyl getting used to college properly and then BAM BAM BAM BAM holidays struck hey omg i was jus writing this and i remembered i give u essay and okay it not related to the book but i jus want u to read it bc ive argued w u a lot today whilst writing and i was in the wrong i srsly know and i jus wanna show u smth to read alongside this well in this too hi jus wanna write you a lil mini essay because i do know you do so much beautiful cute stuff for me and lil essays lil stories lil gifts every single thing you do and i do know tha i sometimes dont do as much back for you that you do for me pls no angry at me tho!!!! i do try like i do poems or i jus give idk lil cute sentences or pickup lines to make u laugh but u see i havent wrote to you for a while so that is the main focus of today so lets get to it. basically rn ur sleeping 😴 and im ngl i jus had a fatttttttt touching myself session to ur l sexy story bc oi dont laugh at me but like bro u got my imaginations going around in circles and i cud just picture me and u in the exact situation and i jus wanted to release my holy juices at the same time as we both did in the story because look if were doing it in the story might aswl do it in irl aswl 😊😊😊😊 make the fantasies into reality!! im so smarttt i really am. baeeee why you builtttt so beautifully like omgod lemme just have a moment of telling you ab the admiration i hold for you and just YOUR BODY like mus baby you have the prettiest face in the existence of this galaxy not even the planet bro ur beauty is lit out of this world man you the same girl you dream ab ever getting with and im lit making that dream the realityyyyy?!!!1!2!2!: 🫂🫂🫂🫂 as i should rtttt idk man rly got blessed with a woman who lowkey shud be on the front pages of fashion magazines cus istggg those looksss oufffff guna make me jus touch myself again just thinking about ittt!!!! and then brooooooooooo can we jus say rn that ur like the best makeup doer in the whole planet ur makeup looks fkn jaw dropping everytime like bro it lit tempts me to just lick it all off 😌😌😌 idk its that mesmerising i just want to try it off your perfect face (dw bae i remember u love when i compliment ur makeup) im smarttt!!!!!! but on a real tho i wanna just eat it all of your face like bro id be devouring that shittt just like id be devouring that magical juice production machine that ur gracious body possesses because its all mine and i deserve to taste the beauty of ur insides aswell as the outsides 🥹🥹🥹 so stunning my special mus my one of a kind mus my baby mus everything mus i mus talk more about you because i mus let you know how i feel about you mus i love you mus everything mus!!!!! OKAY ENUF OF THE MUSSSEsss otherwise id be here all day all night all of the TIME SAYING CRINGEY MUS RELATED STUFF !!!! anw i just wanna also thank you for being a woman who never gives up my baby never gives up guys !!! shes a fighterrr !!! not physically but mentally she got the power to even beat me!!! in irl if she tried i wudve stomped her to the floor until she wiggles again😊😊😊😊 like ur the girlll muskaan u got the powerrrr?'abababawbbwbw u no giveup life doesnr fkn chuck rocks at u it chucks whole ass boulders at you yet MY GIRL JUST BREAKS THEM APART LIKE A TANK !!!! girl bosss wthh!1!1!1! IDK MAN U A WHOLE ASS BORN FIGHTER u ent going that easily even ur own silly attacks on urself are not able to take u down CUS UR SUBCONSCIOUS IS TOO STRONG!!!! anywayssssss u very very strong i rewlly proud of you for being so strong and getting through it all like THE FUCKING HULK!!! R U SURE UR HUMAN BAE !!!! r u sureeee?!! i think U R ROBOT LIKE U TELL ME MAYBE U ARE SECRET ROBOT OR ALIEN THAT HAS INFILTRATED EARTH ON SECRET MISSION WOWWW WHATT U R SPYYYY U ARE SPYYY!!?-?-?-?! so crazy!!! spy girl i mus stop being cringe now i mus because if i dont i mus slap myself which IS NOT GOOD SO ID LIKE TO GET BACK ON TRACK AND ALSO THANK YOU FOR BEING in my life jaan u r to me the flame to the candle because when the candle is no a light it is darkness in the world but when the flame reaches the candle the candle comes a light and lets the world be seen and unleash the true beauty of this world which you do to me when u light my candle the beauty of life comes out and u never want the candle to go out because if it does we cant see the beauty and go back to darkness which no goooddd!!! you are also like the roots to my tree when i have u i feel ontop of this world i feel so high in the sky i feel like i can never be shut down and that i wanna keep going higher and higher and go into the clouds but without u being my roots i would die i would start to lose my colour i would start to fade my leaves would go and i would be left with nothing except the branches that would eventually snap off till im left with nothing but ur here so i can be ontop of the worlddd 😇😇😇😇 u remind me of an oasis because in desert of people ur like the one tha shines out of nowehrre and is such a rare thing ti see yet has the most beautiful sight i love it you r amazing thank you muskaan cherry on the cupcake!!! 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 so please just read it and feel a bit more happy muskasn becsude u an amazing girl and i rly do love you a lot and im sorry that ive been mean today to you but i jus want you to knoww thisss but hey! lets get back to december one i wanna tlalk ab the german markets with you because thats like one of my top memories ever it was jus such a beautiful day like lit we get out of college and christmas golidays start we run train one runrunrun and we got there but train BEEN DELAYED ONE SUCH BAD DELAYS AT THIS TIME I SWR THEN WE GO in the waiting room my friend there he jus sitting so funny one he so awkward idk but funny and then my love the trian arivves we sit at the back and then such CUTEEE SPELL LIT LIKE WE ALL HAPPY AND CUTE TOG AND WE GET BIRMINGHAM and the flipping mastermind sami has to guide our beautiful selves to the market and i do the walky one but u knew where to go BUT NOT GOOD AT ALL U MADE US LOST my love ur sped ahahaha u made us lostt but i FOUND THE WAY BIG STRONG SAMI FOUND THE WAYY HURRAYYYYY yess i diddd and then oh my godododdo when we got there it was so busyyy it all jus hit i was like shit ima need a piss AND U WAS LIKE LOL but u say gogo and so i went smelly toilet one and i come out my beautiful lady is waiting for mee and then we walk and we look around and we like food after sped food after so we WALK AND MAN IT LOOKED BEAUTIFUL W ALL THE LIGHTS baby was so happy to see everyth and be there w me and first we went on ferris wheel one for u so u cud take ur pictures it was nicee it was cuteee actually we had good view and u get pic w me on ferris wheel :)) AND THEN FKNN HELEWKDEIFOWF WE WENT ON THE SWINGS AND UR JUS THERE PANICKING IM LIKE SHUSH ITS OK BAE ITS OKAY I DO THE CALM ONE u scareddd screamingg but when we flyinggg i jus singing making u laugh making u feel okay BUT DAMN WAS IT COLD I FELT LIKE MY TOES FROZE LMAO litt but i rly enjoyed flying around the sky with u my love it was really funnn then we GET THE CREPE THINGY FUCKING HELLL SOOOO GOOD LIT OMG ORGASM ONE I SWR U ATE IT FASTER THAN ME LMAO nobody is beating u at desserts thats ur expertise hahah but yess we ateee and then we walked around butt it was getting late and we had to be home onee so we goo but then we still hungry so WE GET GDK IM SORRY FOR NOT GETTING UR FAV I DIDN REMEMBER but yes i get u kebab boxx and u rly likeeee it we had such a fknn cuteee train back my love i loved this day honestly i cud talk ab it forever thank you for giving me such a beautiful day and blessing me w this memory and honestly thats all i wanna say for december because it was the one thing that jus stood out to me and made me really happy for us
