HEY WERE IN JULY THE DAY OF UR BDAY BUT I DIDN DO A VERY GOOD JOB AT THA ONE FOR YOU AND i guess i would like to start off with a little apology because i didnt do a very good job at it at all like honestly i didn even come with gifts i didn even touch i didn even give u a good time at a birthday and i promise you on everyth this year i will literally give u the best bday u can imagine i guna buy u so much gifts i guna take u out and i guna make sure u look back at this years bday and think wow it reallt was a good day and i did make u happy because i rly am guna try because i really do love you and i jus want u to see tha i can actually do a lot better and i dont mean to upset you like i did in july 2022 so i am very sorry i hope u do forgive me and i hope when u do read this you can proudly say that ur bday this year was a lot better and it would really make me happy, well july was a itneresting month i guess its when our arguments worsened forever but i understand tha it was mainly my fault because u did so much lvoely things for me and jus wanted me to reply to them and look at them and me being me i didn even do tha bc i said i was busy but i still cldve tried to make time so i am sorry it was my fault but u was truly amazing for me this month like u was always forgiving me too and u was making me sm cute stuff lit that game bro u made oh my goddd u just are such a creative bright amazing and perfect lover like wow to do that for me i dont even think i deserve smth 10% of it yet u did all of tha jus for my happiness i really do love you for tha honestly ur the best muskaan and no1 can ever tell me different like how can u do tha for someone u jus have such a big fkn pure heart and i am sorry i couldnt even reply to it straight away i feel ashamed because my love i rly do fkn think ur love is the best on this world and no one could do more than you and even if they tried their fkn hardest nobody would be able to even do a fraction of what u have done for me in the whole time of knowing u so please just know you are like the angel of light for me and seriously i have done you so wrong at so many times of our journey together but u always continue to try put a smile on my face and bless me with such beautiful things that i dont think i wld ever recieve if it wasnt for you mon amour. there was lots of problems this month for u tho like the eliza incident lit i dont even care im happy tha i lost the connection with her because if shes treating u like that i dont even wanna associate w her if she was bad to u because srsly i love u a lot and how can someone even think of fkn defending a guy jus for the validation what a bitch man but you yeah u, u the sexiest girl alive the way u walk into a room and it all sets a light its truly giving me flight making me wanna stay w u for the night DAMNNNN sami with the poemsss ongoddd lisn i acc rly like writing u poemss idkk its reallyt funny for me jus being able to make u laugh but also say words i rly mean in a cute way just for u to cherish and read. i wish i went to istanbul with you tho man like its such a beautiful city and wow if me and u was there we wouldve fkn loved it together ig its jus so old and beautiful and it has so much religious value nd meaning behind the whole place i wish it was w u i got to show u the mosque outside hotel thoooo likee it was acc so beautiful being able to sleep whilst looking at smth built with so much beauty literally like you hehehe just so u always know i find u beautiful bbygirl uno wha i mean tha unasked for reassurance its wha ima give u my love but yes julyyy was a nice monthhh and i wish i couldve actually done more for you and did wha u ws asking for properly instead of having to argue constantly bc of something tha was my fault which i was too blind to see
