hiiiiii musssss my lovely woman my angel in the sky the key to my heart ahahdhshdhhdd theres so much i can say about you and so much that im guna say about you and about us i cant accc believe its this time again to write our whole year, our 2022, and all i can say is that im so excited to do it all again its my most favourite thing to do and lets start it off with the first month of OUR YEAR.
January 2022
wow what a start to the year this was, seeing your beautiful essay and reading it all and replying with the most happiness i could ever feel just replaying those moments in my mind saying 'ive only known u for half a year' how could time ever go so fast. if time never existed i would be able to count it jus by the sparkles in your eyes, how could eyes ever be so beautiful i would never know until i saw yours such beauty cant exist in this world but you know what they say about seeing it with your naked eye and from the first sight of you i knew beauty out of this world existed. going from knowing you for half a year to 2 years soon has just been the best times of my life not only growing just with someone, but growing with the girl of my dreams and the mother to my kids has me and my heart under the lock of a lifetime. were soulmates bro idc wha u say and idc wha u think, youre mine for ever and im urs forever whatever you go through just know that im going to be there every step of the way and im never going to let you go away from me no matter if u kill someone or you kill me (ill wait for u in the afterlife my love) seeing you on the 1st of january was such a good experience, seeing you from far away just looking at you wishing you could be in my arms thinking how could someone hold me on the strongest tie ever that all i could think about during the evening was them how is that even possible how can life work this way. youre always on my mind mus youre always the only thing i can think of all i think about is us all i think about is you. from going on the same rides to hearing ur screams penetrate my heart for minutes on end i wouldnt trade it for anything in this world. going to different schools yet our bond ever got stronger and stronger i just love you muskaan everything and anything you tell me i listen to just hearing ur voice and hearing everything u have to say just makes me so happy. AND THEN GUYS ON THE 3rd OF JANUARY MAYBE ME AND MUSSSS went cinema🫣🫣🫣🫣🫣 a very interesting time such innocent kids go on lil date to cinema we get popcorn and big drink and I SAY TO MUS OI FILL AND SHE NO WANT FILL AND SO SAMI FILLS and then we gogo into the cinema and its always the funny part of how we get comfy into our seats and jus look at eachother and talk waiting for the movie to start! AND THEN THE MOVIE starts. and then we do our usual lil watchy time of the movie for the first 2 minutes and then one of us gets carried away and this time it was YOU the movie was on but for muskaan the real movie was sami. thats all she could watch and thats all she did, straight to the kissing begins and oh my god did ur lips taste fucking amazing they have some sort of cocaine in them i lit cant im addicted to them i swear so much kissing occured in tha cinema it was too much for my body to even cope with, then the lollipop comes up and it never goes down because i sm staring at the prize i swear to god and its the prize tha i have all for myself call me the luckiest mf in the world because hello i literally am when i have you. but kissing wasnt enough for me and muskaan so then my hands decide to go for a lil journey and oh my god did they explore call them the worlds great travellers because theh explored some of the workds greatest structures and they even went inside some and boy let me tell you what they went inside of was just unreal seeing ur eyes roll into space as i went faster and deeper inside of you truly set me alight i never jnew getting someone off made u feel so good too but when i jus saw how much control i had over ur body and how it made u feel jus turned me on so bad i swear to god my dick did not go down for even one second and i swear even if i wldve ever tried to it wouldve never gone down because holy shit u was beautiful and nth cld ever compare to how hard u made me just w the pleasure u recieved it was something elseeeee and then u finished not once not teice but istg 8 times and guys let me tell you these days were the best literally oh my god u just are perfect muskaan i swear to god i lit love everyth we do together you know we shld start having more dates like this again because they truly were amazing istg GUYS LEMME TALK ABOUT THE 19th OF JANUARY THIS DAY was acc THE LIT ONLY DAY I WAS EVER EXCITED FOR FLIPPING SECONDARY SCHOOL and it was rhe day that SOMEONE CAME FROM THE shittest place on earth, west bromwich, all the way to me and i swear to god from the moment i wokeup i was thinkng ab it and you just made me so happy i swear to god THE DAY WENT SO SLOW THO HELLO HAVING TO GO THROUGH 4 FLIPPING LESSONS and a break just to be able to be w the best girl in the world I REMEMBER the last lesson french so flipping much i swear i was lit SO BORED out my soul just waiting for the flipping time for tha lesson to endddd and then i swear i jus got so awake all of a sudden when the teacher saiddd WE PLAY GAME AND WINNERS GET SWEETS i wasnlike wtffff ima go see my love i need to get her one and then the french demon in me came out i swr this was the only rime i tried at french and it was to get u tha sweet AND I GOT IT YOU and then the time came for lesson end and istgggg i fkn rannnn so fast out of the flipping class and out the school i was like i need to get to her and spend as much time w her as possibleee and THEN I finally got TO THE SKATE PARK AND WHO DID I SEE THERE!?-!?-!- THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FUCKING GIRL IN THE WHOLE WORLD i acc swear I LIT CAME TO U AND SUCH A FLIPPING NICEEE HUGGGG AND THEN WE SPOKE I TOOK OFF BAG and we lit lied down on the ramp talking to eachother W OUR LIPS TOG i swear to god I WAS THERE IN W U ON MY LAO AND EVERYTH kissing u u got me so fkn harddd IN SCHL TROUSERES BRO I WANTED U TO LIT JUS SUCK MY DICK RT THERE AND THEN I JUS WANTED YOU BRO i wanted to fuck you i wanted to touch u i swear i wanted time to stop so me and you could spend the entirety of life tog rt there and rhen and omg u started filling up my baf w the most fucking gifts in the whole entire workd i felt flipping like the rock w my bag on me the rest of the day it was so HEAVY filled with ALL UR love i remember jus passing the sweet and gum together in our mouths and it jus felt so good ur tongue is lit my fav thing in the world BUT THEN it was time to ho and aw i acc got so sad because it felt like time jus flew by i wanted it to last forever because i love being w you muskaan u make me so happy its unbelievable and then i remember THE PIC U TOOK WHILST I WAS WALKING AWAY LMAO tha was so funny but i was so sadd going away from you inside because ur truly the best and i love you so much mus
