hihuihiihih soooooo were now ontoooo february"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i so happy for february one i swear it was one of our best best months together and seriously i mean that we did a lott this monthhh and i guess it was really our best times together in rs of course we had some bad but bnrooooo honestly the bad is compltely destroyed by all the good we had and love like seriously starting off the month we would always be in calls together on discord i was getting really into valorant at tha time for a bit and i remember i was alwaysssss on call with you whenever we played and i really liked it because it was like i got to play and show u and u was watching and being like damnnnn ur so good and hyping me up whenever i was doing good but then u wud jus be talking to me nd it was rlyy nice to jus talk to you whilst also doing smth that i rly liked and obviously u was fine with that and you did ur own things too like i guess we was just really enjoying eachothers presence whilst also being able to do things we liked literally so many timess you would be doing ur makeup and taking me suchhhh beautiful pictures of ur face and also stripping for me to give me a good time like damn babygirl u was looking sexier than the fkn sexiest girl alive which is you so idfk how u was managing to pull that one off but its you muskaan its you, you could really pull off anything in the whole world like mf cud be wearing a fkn clown costume and ill still be like damn WHY DO YOU LOOK SO GOOD IN IT FOR LIKE LMAO idk u truly is a beautiful one and i guess in these months i did try new ways of showing you it like i would be writing fucking poems announcing how beautiful i find you and i guess it was a rly funny but adorable way of showing you it and you did really enjoy it so i kept writing and everyth i wrote i meant bc u is a beautiful fucking girl and i swear u should know that at every moment u breathe like honestly such a beautiful lady. !!!! okay moving on in the month I HAVE TO APOLOGISE because after doing my research ive noticed THAT I WAS SLEEPING SOOOO LATE because i wasnt tired and i would be calling u up so late being like wakeuppp speak to meeee talk why u not waking upppp!!! all angrily and tha was sped im waking u up in the midddle of the night jus thinking u wud become some owl LOL but you actually did used to wakeup and speak to me a lot so thankk you sooo much for that because it mustve been really hard for you and you did so much for me just by waking up and spekaing to me for a bit before i slepttt so thank you!!! BUT LMAO OKAY BRO FEBRUARY WAS SUCH A FUNNY TIME BECAUSE I GOT INFECTED WITH THE COVID 19 VIRUS PANDEMIC HELP ME NEAR DEATH SITUATION i bet u forgot tha even happened bc i did not even know but seriously this was acc a FLIPPING DEAD time for me like deadass my back would be like a monkeys arms always FKN MOVING but it was acc painfullll i slept sooooo muchhh and u was at college not good at all is itt but we survivvedddd i got throughhh tha death situation and u helped me a lot always caring for me i love you so much for that because honestly i wldvbe been fkn dead in bed with no1 to speak to no1 who cares for me nobody at all :( but u was there and i appreciate you so much for that!!!!!!!!!! okay NOW LETS GET STARTED ONTO THE CUTE DAY OF FEBRUARY 14 WE BOTH DID A LOT FOR EACHOTHER THIS DAY LIKE HONESTLY we rly showed every1 how to love like starting off a had a lil love letter for u which i send u bit of just so u can remember and be happy reading it bc i love youuuu ''i could look at u forever its not even just something to do its the ways i feel looking at u. honestly u say ir thoughts but my thoughts are something else i could imagine so kuch shit in those little moments i jus lose focus and i want u on me deadass. 1 day me and you only. i promise u i wud be so distracted in that day that at the end i wudnt even go i wud drop everyth and anything just to be there longer. you have so much beauty about u that u dont even realise like lemme get started on the stuff u wouldnt even expect. your face ur eyes ur smile ur everyth physical is perfect on a diff lvl ive seen everyth in life but the one thing that stays on my mind 24/7 is you. soon will be the day that i can sit there and say ima be with you for the rest of my life and acc put a meaning to it my jaan. the words and everything ill put a permanent seal on them and instead of saying goodnight on a screen ill be saying goodnight staring into the eyes of a literal princess. the eyes of my own princess. honestly the love and care and appreciation u have for eveyrthing is honestly so attractive, even with the thought of knowing uve done 10x more for me u still manage to love me and appreciate every single thing i do (i love like a shit person i know im trying to get towards the book standard) but still i can do the littlest of things and u adore me like ive just saved u from the world and its deadass the most attractice thing even possible for someone to ever experience. youre the reason that the word beautiful exists. one day ill make a dictionary and every word thats ever reminded me of you will have you as the definition. you created the word adorable, right now i cant even sit wnd think of an actual definition to that word. if someone would come here and say it to me my definition literally would be 'muskaan'. i read stuff about love and how people have these experiences and instantly in my head i can think of ways u do it 10x better 100x more you'' read it baby and acknowledge it because its all for youuuuuu its all what i think about you mus! and u made me a powerpoint and tha was jus wowwowowowo like mf asked me to be her valentine in such a beautifulll wayyy and uno what it made me very very very happy to see that and just know i have you like thank you muskaan for it it was truly amazingg. HEY OMG REMEMBER THE 19TH FEBRUARY WHEN WE METTT AT CINEMAAA AHHHH WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY THIS WAS LIKLE HONESTLYYY from the moment i fkn saw u i was in awww we had such an amazing day from the hugs BUT ALWAYS KEPT TAPPING ME MAN!!!! wha r u a kid! yeah u are a propa kid literally like some special women and thennn movieeeee i swr can never wtahc moviesss withhh you we lit talked to eachother the whole timeee and then whenn donee WE HAD AGES LEFT AND WE BEGAN DANCINGGG LIKE LMAO soooo cuteee i rly likeddd tha oneee and then ourrr seconddd movieee startedd and this where the action begannnn mmmm lit love touching youuu like girl looks sooo fkn hottt when she getting touchedd mmmmmm and brororeorworo so wettt literally a blessing rt then and there like jus finish all over me i swear mmmm so beautiofull. BUT THEN IT TIME GO HOMEEEE and tha no gooddd oneee :( because then we no see eachotherrr for a whileeee but it was all worth it i would alw relive tha day because of how nice it was!!! i
