The concert in Hong Kong was a success. Everything go the way we planned it to be. After the fanboom, we decided to stay a bit and roam around Disneyland again for the remaining time and enjoy for a bit. Inhale the smell of freedom and be one of the birds flying high up for just a moment.
Sometimes I also miss being just a normal Thai-British teenage girl enjoying my life to the fullest without people knowing me or without cameras smudge over my face. I miss the moments where I can freely sneak out of my room and roam around the busy streets of Thailand without paparazzis coming after me. I miss being present at school laughing with some friends out and chatting with them about how our day went, eating together at the school canteen, spending our time just goofing around and going home together after a long day at school. I miss those times where I am set free without worrying about the consequences of my actions. Without worrying about what might people think of me if I did this and did that.
Now that I am one of the celebrities in the industry, it is never easy to stay on the same paddle while the surge of waves are pushing you to the other side of way. I was thinking before that I wanna be an actress because I wanna play on the tv and be known. But now that I am one and is seen around almost all over the world makes it suffocating. It makes me just wanna go back to being a normal girl, it makes me wish that I didn't try entering the entertainment world. Because once you are in, there's no going out. And even if your already out, the fans will always be behind you. And so does the bashers.
We stroll over Disneyland, and ride he rolled coaster with P'Banana, P'Nam and Tipsky. While Freen? Yeah she's being Freen again, waiting for us below just cheering us on whoever might pass out first or whoever throw up first but fortunately none of us throw up and pass out. When we climb off the roller coaster, we took a picture in front of the fountain of Mickey mouse.
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Freen's arms drape over my shoulders as I pose for the camera. We look like a couple because of our outfits that none of us plan to wear. She was wearing a blue overall dress while I wore a spaghetti strap denim top and an ankle high skirt that match perfectly Freen's outfit.
After taking a picture, we all made our way to the car since we needed to fly straight to Thailand and rest for a bit then another event again.
Fast-forward
We already land off Thailand and is now on our way back to IDF company. Freen sleep soundly beside me with her head resting on my shoulders, and arms drape around my waist. P'Nam and Heng also sleepless separately in front because of the long flight.
After a few minutes, we arrive at the company and everyone greeted us with a warm welcome.
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