The Love We Failed To Unfold [COMPLETED]

Chapter 64

"FREEN SAROCHA!" Becky banged Freen's door so loud that Freen's neighbors would think she is being abducted but she couldn't care less. She needed to tell Freen what she feel before it's too late.

"FREE SAROCHA OPEN THE GODDAMN DOOR!" She yelled again but still no response. "FREEN! I SWEAR IF YOU DON'T OPEN THIS I'M GONNA BREAK IN!" She warned but to no avail. There is no response.

She took a step back to look if Freen's light were off but there is a light pepping from her room so she knew Freen is at home and not planning to open the door so she did what she knew she needed to do.

"FREEN SAROCHA! I LOVE YOU TOO OKAY! I WANT YOU! NO I LOVE YOU, I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU! BE WITH YOU EVERY MOVING SECONDS AND MAKE YOU FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO BE LOVE! FREEN I'M INLOVE WITH YOU! CRAZILY INLOVE!" She yelled. She don't care if Freen's neighbors will hear her. All she wanted to do right now is claim her girl and tell her what she truly feel by now before anyone can steal her away.

"You know what I  can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analysing a situation trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... AndI can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on but I can't. I can't move on knowing I could have work it with you and only you. I can't move on knowing my heart wanted you but my mind says don't be with you because I know my heart will always betray my mind and I don't wanna live regretting not trying to work it out with you when I wanted you all along.  I'm scared... Totally scared Freen, i'm scared about what this path could lead us on but as long as you are holding my hand then I wouldn't want to lose and be afraid of risking things because I am afraid about the possible outcome of this but I wanted to be with you forever. To be held by you and you alone. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. " She didn't notice the tears flowing out of her eyes as she stated those words.

She is scared.

But she is more scared to lose Freen again.

"Freen, I get jealous when your with other girls. When someone wants you, when someone look at you the way that I do. I hate it when they do that because I don't want you to look at them the same way. I wanted it to be only me but knowing how gorgeous you are everyone would dare date you but I don't want that. I want you Freen, I love you and I want you to only focus on me. I don't care about other people anymore, I don't care being scared. Freen, yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or lose. And I want to win tomorrow and today with you."

She looks like a stupid person right now talking to a door but she is hoping Freen is inside. Silently listening to what she is confessing with her ears press on the door as she listen to what she is saying.

But there's no response again.

"Freen... I don't know if you can hear me but I want you to know I wanted to try it with you. I wanted to work this out. Can you please claim me now? Make me yours, all I  ever wanted is for you to be mine... So can I be yours? Again?"

Silence.

Only the nuzzling noise of the crickets can be heard.

"I guess you already left."

With a heavy heart, Becky started walking away. Each steps she takes seems to be so heavy.  Her tears traces the pores of her cheeks as she sob silently in the starry night.

Until a door was slammed open.

Shoot! I thought she left? Didn't Nam tell me she will?

"Who said you can leave just like that after telling me all those things Rebecca!"

And with that, Becky's world stop spinning around hearing the voice she wanted to hear...