~ A Monsters Love ~ TERANO x OC (Tokyo Reverngers)

Words hurt more than a punch...

"Maybe i should pay for a therapist..."

*8 p.m*

Kakucho beats the shit outta thugs.
My stomach sounded like a whale in his mating season.

He finished the last one and looked over to me. "You wanna eat something? I know a good takoyaki shop not far from here." he asked me. I shook my head. "No thank you. I'm thinking about fasting. You know? Eating vom 10 a.m to 2 p.m and nothing but water after that." i said. He raised an eyebrow. "You know, that's not good to start this hardcore. Why don't you eat normal and we do some sports? I ain't got any work left. We got the time now." he suggest. 

Sport or fasting?
I don't like sport...

"Nah i'm good." i said with a smile. "No you're not. South kills me if something happens to you." Kakucho said kinda serious. I shrugged my shoulders. "Don't be like that. You don't know for sure that he does that. After his mood earlier..." i began but didn't finished my sentence. Kakucho's jaw almost dropped. "Kazuha.." he said in a low tone. Than he grabed my shoulders. "Yes?" i ask with a raised eyebrow. "South will kill me. It'll be brutal as fuck." he fullfiled. I looked down. 

Kakucho grabed some takoyaki after all. After that we sat down on a bench. Nothing special happens. Nothing had to be said, it was a comfortable silence. Untill... 

"Oh isn't that Ryuguji? You got fat. Congrats." 

a familiar voice appeared. Kakucho and i turned our heads at the same time. Look who it is. Reiko, being perfectly alive after her coma. 

"Oh look... a bitch!"

i greet her. Kakucho almost choked on his takoyaki. Reiko's grin went to a mad face. "I owe you something for sending South after me." she said. I tilted my head. "I didn't do shit. Neither do i know what exactly happend." i told her. Obviously she didn't believed a word i said. Kakucho just stared at Reiko. I'm surprised that she ignores a member of Rokuhara, so was he. "Didn't your mom told you not to lie? Oh wait - you ain't got one." she said with a fake laugh. I nodded. "Well, you're right with that." i told her. She stops laughing. Kakucho watched our conversation and ate his takoyaki. 

Reiko: "How can South be with someone like you? I could never stand the feeling of that  wobble." 
Me: "I'm harder to kidnap. You would fly away if the wind is stronger." 
Reiko: "Oh really? Guess what. I can run for a long time. You would die~"
Me: "... that's not innovative at all. Sticking with old things huh?"

"hmpf! Don't you think South is disgusted? I mean... look at you. Your denim looks like it'll bursts any second. Not to think of how your thighs must be pressed together in that. Your arms could give a kindergarden sun protection... come on... how can you actually like yourself? I feel like vomiting if i think of you two actually fucking."

Ouch...
Even if she says that... 
It kinda hurts...
deep inside my heart.

Was she right? Is Minami disgusted?! To be honest, we got so much to do... we haven't done that at all the last two weeks. My head lowered itself. Reiko laughs at me. "So i was right? Maybe i should be his little girl." she said. Kakucho cleared his throat. "Still looking for a hitman?" he asks her out of the blue. My head snapped around. How could i forgot that? SHE want's me dead! Reiko tilted her head. "Nah~ if she's looking like that... it won't take long and South drops her. I don't need anyone, she ends herself anyway." Reiko said while laughing. Tears formed themself. 

She's a bitch...
But she has a point.
Minami won't love me at all...

My body moved on his own. I didn't know what to do but i ran as fast as i could. No matter what Kakucho does to Reiko or not doing anything. My fresh self concious bursts like a balloon. Tears ran down my face. No one saw that - my black hair covered my whole face. 

*10:30 p.m*

I hid somewhere in Shibuya. No way that a member of Rokuhara Tandai comes in this district. A deep sigh left my lungs. I wiped my tears and tried to breath like a normal person. Yes, i sounded like darth vader on 30 yrs consuming cigars. My lungs burned like hell. Even the train passengers asked if everything is okay. I shook my head. What can i do to forgot Reikos words? Why did they affect me in first place? How dumb of me to think thats easy to change a mindset. 

It'll never change...
No matter how hard i try...
This mindset will be there...
Until i die.

I sat in a dark alley. My head is red like a tomato... for sure! I chuckled, it may look funny. My knees pulled to my chest. My face rests on them and my arms grabed my neck area. I tried to calm down. My stomach called again like a mating whale. I sighed. 

I. Don't. Need. Food.

From that on, i ignored my stomach. Maybe it stops in a couple hours. My phone rang. I looked it up. It was Kakucho. No way i'm answering that. So i've wait until he hungs up. After that he tried to call me multiple times. Even some messages flew in. 

~ 5x new messages ~ 

From: Kakucho 

What were you thinking? Call me! 

.....

From: Kakucho 

Kazuha, please call me. Where are you? Reiko is gone, no way that she could replace you. 

.....

From: Kakucho

South is going to kill me! Please come back. Or tell me where you are. I'm coming to get you...

.....

From: Ayumi

Hey hey~ that cute scar guy was here! He asks where you are... is everthing okay? He seemed like he's panicking! Ó.Ò is it my fault? I'm sorry for what i said earlier... 

.....

From: Koji

Ryuguji, what's wrong? Some Rokuhara Tandais are looking for you! Run as fast as you can!! They won't stop because you're a woman!! 

~ end of message ~

Oh right... Koji doesn't know about me and Minami.
What am i going to do now?