I should go to therapy eh?

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"Why does it hurt..."

Nagasaki stared at me, still in his thoughts. 
Minami's eye twitched and breathes kinda heavy. 
Kakucho didn't moved a muscle. 

And i'm staring at Minami. Seeing how pissed he is... at me.

"So, since it's your sister... why not helping each other. Find Hamaguchi. I'm the one killing him, you're the one who prevents him from running away. I don't care what you do to him... just leave him alive. Will he die, your sister and your girl die." 

Nagasaki offers a deal. Minamis head snapps to face him. I wasn't really... pleased by his idea. I will die if Minami can't control himself... 

And we all know, he won't control himself.
That's it. 
My life's over. 

Tears appeared in the corner of my eyes. Kakucho noticed my thoughts and raised an eyebrow. Maybe thinking about Minami. Meanwhile, good ol' Minami didn't say anything. Neither agrees nor disagrees. I didn't dared to ask what happends if he disagrees... 

My inner voice sighed for me. 
Not a word crossed the room. 

Suddenly some of the cabaret girls look at me and giggle. Maybe my mind is fucked up or they laugh at me. I sighed nearly visible. "Is your girlfriend okay? She seems to be a bit absend." Nagasaki raised his voice. Everyone looked at me. My eyes widen and i could barely stutter a word. "M-Me? I-I.." i stutter in a whisper. "Who wouldn't be absend if someone threats with death?" Kakucho said to help me. 

He's a really nice guy. 
Wonder why he's with Minami...

Minami raised an eyebrow and leaned over. "He won't kill you." he whisperes. I took a deep breath. "I know." i whispered back. "Why are you like this?" he asked further. "Like what?" i asked. "We can hear you whisper." Nagasaki whispered with a small smile. Kakucho nodded to us. Both of us looked at each other, but didn't continue our conversation. 

"You're insecure aren't you?"

My jaw dropped. Why does he know what it looks like?! Am i this easy to read?! "W-Well, this isn't the case and not part of the reason why we're here. So... can we pleae come to an end and leave? I don't want a dangerous Yakuza staring at me for hours." i said and crossed my arms. 

Does it work?
Will they finally be able to find a solution?! 

"She is right. We're taking way to long. I'm a busy man... Terano." Nagasaki agreed. Minami sighes but nodded. "Fine. I'll try not to kill him." he said. Both gave a handshake and stood up. We were about to leave as Nagasaki clears his throat. 

"Yue wasn't different from you. Maybe she'll helps you."

this were his last words as he walked out. We did the same. I almost ran out of there. Which is really rare! I only run when somethings is for free. 

"What is wrong with you?" Minami asked as they arrived at their bikes. "Hm? Don't know what he was talking about. I'm like always." i tried to deny anything, even if nothing was mentioned. Kakucho shook his head. "I'll call the others. We'll find them." he said and rushed off. 

Minami crossed his arms. Not believing anything. "Care to explain?" he asked. "Minami, can we just go please?" i begged him. Suddenly he froze. 

What now?

"Kazuha, please don't tell me you're like this BECAUSE we were in a cabaret club?" he asked. I lowered my head. He sighed and drove me to our home. Than he left me alone there... 

HOW DARE HE! 
What am i going to do now?! 
I could be helpful!! 
... well, i think i might be.

I sighed and cleaned the mess. It isn't safe to sleep here, so i'll go in the hideout for the night. We wanted to renovate after all - if not now, then when? I found many letters in a different language. Probably brazilian portuguese. It looks like a child wrote that. I smiled - could've been from his sister back in the day. 

After i finished most of the mess, i sat down and looked on my phone. Not a single text message! Tears rolled down my face. Minamis behavior since a few weeks wasn't really nice. I know he is a brute but... not to me! Another sigh left my lungs. 

What if he's leaving me?
What should i do?
Go back to Ken? 
Move away? 

I shook my head. Minami won't leave me, i really doubt that! He told me so much about his past. Why should he does that if he's not in love with me? 

*buzz*
*buzz*

~ new message ~

From: Minami ♥ 

We'll talk later.

~ end of message ~

My jaw dropped. What does that mean?! I rolled my eyes and left. Walking in the dark did become a good hobby tho! While walking i thought why Minami wants to talk. 

Is it because the events earlier?
Is it over?
Did he had a reason to leave me alone at home? 

"Kazuha?" a voice woke me out of my mind. I turned around. It was Ken. With a few of former Toman members. "Oh... hey, what are you doing here?" i asked him. "Do you know where... South sister is?" he asked. I shook my head. "Unfortunately he left me home alone. Don't search for her. She... has a small problem but he'll help her." i tried to be soft. This 'Hakkai' is here to. He doesn't need to know that.

Mickey walked up to me. "No need to hide the truth. She's in trouble an WE will save her." he said. I rolled my eyes. "Yakuza and Rokuhara should be more than enough. Please leave now, i got buisness to do." i lied. 

Ken knew whenever i lied... 
Will it be the case today?

"Don't lie to me." Ken said. I sigh. "Damn. Please i want to be alone right now. Going in my mind you know?" i said and tried to walk away. 

BUT NO! 

"It was never a good thing to be in your mind all alone. Please, seek help Kazuha. If not South, than a therapist." Ken said. 

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[[A/N: Hey~ sorry for not being active these days. I'm kinda depressed (maybe i should go to therapy one day) and well... let's say i dunno what to do. Not even sure to change my storyline. So: What do you think? Bad or good ending with Mayumi Terano?]] 

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