~ A Monsters Love ~ TERANO x OC (Tokyo Reverngers)

mysterious girl on the roof

"Relationships are a drag... maybe i'll prefer to die alone."

I sat there for an hour before Minami came in.
He was really pissed.
at me.

Minami threw the doors shut. They almost flew off their hinges. He walked torwards me with more than ONE visible vein. It's the first time he was mad at me. What is he going to do? Kill me? No, he loves me doesn't he? 

"Mi-" - "Shut up. What the actual fuck makes you thinking that'll be a great idea to talk to A YAKUZA like that?!" he cut me off. I tensed. "What i thought? I should ask you that! What makes you think that a DEAL with the YAKUZA would be a great idea!?" i hissed back. To be honest... i'm trembling with fear in my veins. Thank god that he doesn't notice it. His body is filled with rage, i saw that once and this poor person didn't survive that. "Kazuha, you don't know shit!" he hissed. "Oh really? Yue, his younger sister told me about this! She said that we'll end up dead!" i said. Minami rolled his eyes and sighed. He tried to calm himself. Before one of us could hiss another thing, his phone buzzed. Like always, he answered it. After he hung up, he glared at me.

"Don't interfere like that ever again. I'm heading out. YOU stay here! Don't do shit you hear?" 

With that he walked out like nothing happend. I clenched my fists and bit in my right one. How dare he to tell me what to do?! He hates it, so do i! No way i'm staying. I'll go clearing me head if i go somewhere quiet. Maybe a roof? Yea... a roof would be good. No one suspects me there. So i casually walked out and got to a nearby building. 

I sat on the egde of this building. Since the fireworks are done, it was quiet out here. I took a few deep breaths and stared at the skyline of Tokyo. My phone next to me buzzed a few times, but i ignored all of them. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Who would text me anyway? 

Minami would...
Maybe he got back...

I thought and looked who called. Indeed... it was Minami! Like i said, i won't talk to anyone. Will he be more pissed? definitly. A sigh later, my phone buzzed again. This time it was Kakucho. Of course he calls when Minami won't reach me. As if i fall for that. I shook my head. Somewhat later a few motorcyles could be heared. "Don't tell me that they look for me." i whispered to myself. I'm too far above the streets to see who it was. My phone buzzed again. Minami called again. It was peacefull since Halloween. Why can't it be like that? 

Right...
Minami isn't a peaceful persona...

A sigh left my body. It wasn't quite what i wanted. A 'normal' life isn't an option anymore, especially with Minami as boyfriend. I love him... but it can't be like that forever! How long do Yakuzas subordinate survive? Maybe i should do some research and show it Minami. Sounds like a good plan! I took a deep breath and stared at the skyline once again. It was still wonderful. 

The last time i was on a roof... i actually wanted to jump. 

But this time it's different. A soft smile formed themself. Minami really loved me, even if i gained a few. Which i didn't lose to be honest. I tried to do some sport, but Kakucho's workout was waaay to heavy for me. No way i ask someone else! Fasting brought nothing but a few stays at a hospital. Don't ask why! 

"So peaceful..." i whispered. 
"Isn't it?" - ???

I jumped, almost fell of the edge. My heart skipped a beat as my head turned around. A young girl with blonde hair and suspicious yellow eyes stared at me. "How long did you stayed here?" i asked her. She chuckles. "Oh not for long. Actually i just got up here. Do you... wanted to jump?" she asked. I shook my head. "Hell no, i just stared at the skyline. What do you want up here?" i asked her. Her smile was gone and a sad expression formed itself. "Well, i just came to tokyo and wanted to get a good view..." she whispered. I didn't believe ONE word she said. Her expression told me what i wanted to know. 

She wants to kill herself...
But why?

"Well, would it be like... half a year ago... i would've jumped." as i said that, she paled. She knew what i was about to say. "So you found something worth of staying alive?" she asked. I nodded. "Yes. But sometimes it's difficult. My boyfriend is such a stubborn, hot headed, fine peace of a man." i laughed. Her soft chuckle sounded sad. She sat herself next to me and i saw her in close up. 

Her long blonde hair reached her butt, yellow eyes that kinda felt familiar, pale skin. She wears black boots, black cargo pants and a oversized hoodie. And she were skinny like a branch! 

"Why do you stare? Take a picture if you want." she said and turned to me. "Oh sorry! You just have a face similiar to a friend of mine. Sorry again." i apologised. She chuckles. "It's okay. Most people assume i'm a doll. You should see how scared they are when i move." she said. I really think that's true. She looked like porcelain! "Your skin looks like porcelain. Don't get mad at me!" i whispered. She nodded. "I know. Tell me... how is it?" she asked. "What do mean with HOW?" i asked and tilted my head. She looked at the skyline and smiled sadly. 

"How does it feel to be alive?"

She asked and i saw how tears rolled down. I gulped. How should i explain something i can't? I don't know how it feels! Should i be honest with her? My mind went nuts and i couldn't get a clear thought. She saw my irritated face and chuckles. "Don't know how to explain it?" she asked. "Well... not exactly." i mumbled. My phone buzzed again. Again, it was Minami who called. But i ain't got time for that! "Your boyfriend?" she asked. I nodded. "Just answer that. I can wait... like i did my whole life." she whispered. 

Just as turned around to answer that, i heard some movement. My face turned around again and.... 

she was gone...