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I woke up to an empty room at 12 in the afternoon & could immediately feel how dry my throat was, which always happened to me after a long night of drinking

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I woke up to an empty room at 12 in the afternoon & could immediately feel how dry my throat was, which always happened to me after a long night of drinking. I reached over on my night stand & guzzled an entire bottle of water for what felt like only 30 seconds. Dehydrated was an understatement & im actually surprised my head isn't pounding. Classes start tomorrow though so I'm definitely grateful that I'm not hungover right now

I don't really remember how I ended up falling asleep but I do remember Rome driving me back to my room, I remember seeing Kash in the hallway and of course I remember...

Him and her

I partially blame myself because im the one who told him to go upstairs & check on her but in what fucking world does "go check on her" sound like "go fuck her" what was the point of getting into a fight with your brother about me just for you to go and do exactly what he said you would? What was the point of lying to my face and making it seem like im important to you? Why couldn't you just leave me alone? Why did you choose me? Why did you keep trying to pursue me? Just fucking why?

The sad emotion that I was feeling last night has been replaced with nothing but anger today, I don't wanna cry anymore, I wanna fight. But I've already made myself look dumb so I don't wanna look even more ridiculous by fighting over a nigga that ain't mine. Especially a nigga that's in the closet, I wouldn't wanna expose him or myself just because I can't control my own feelings.

Even though I'd be more so exposing him because apparently it's easy to tell I'm gay all of a sudden.

I check my phone & I see texts from a few family members just checking on me and I see a text from Rome asking if I feel any better.

But nothing from him

I don't know why I should expect a call or text from him anyway. I mean, what exactly could he say? What could he say to justify his actions?

I decide to just gather up a towel & some wash cloths so that I can go take a shower & brush my teeth.

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I'm back in my room after my shower & im finished putting on my clothes when I hear the door unlock & see Kash walk in

"Oh shit you're up. I was starting to think I should've gotten you lunch instead of breakfast" he says to me with a light smirk and holding up a bag of food in his hand

Why did god bless me with such a nice roommate? Lord knows I'm starving right now

He hands me the bag and says "I know after a night of drinking I like to eat breakfast sandwiches the next day. I ain't know what you like so I got you bacon egg and cheese and a sausage egg and cheese...Then I didn't know what you like to drink so I got you a orange juice and a water just incase"

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