Rahmel & Kash are two brothers from Philly in their second year of college. The brothers are in a singing group and plan to start putting out their music to gain some attention.
Things get messy when a freshman named Fendi ends up being Kash's new...
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December 19th 12:45PM
This has been the roughest few weeks of my college experience. Everybody's heart is broken, nobody knows what to say and everybody is missing somebody that we can't get back.
Everybody's also missing the bond that once was in our friend group. Ever since that tragic night everything has fallen apart to the point where I've managed to become the one to go out of my way to make sure that everybody is okay, even though I know that none of us are. Nobody in the group is speaking to my brother at all and I can't say I blame them, I'm not sure I would want to speak to him as well after the way he showed his ass and treated Fendi like that.
Mel has been going through it a lot though, after the fight at Fendi's house I guess some of Fendi's cousins have been talking about it around the city.
Philly is a big but small place and word travels fast so when Rahmel found out that gay 'rumors' were circulating about him, he's been having a hard time trying to deal with it. A real hard time.
Leaf's funeral was so heartbreaking. To see my boy laying in that casket like that traumatized me, maybe even more than seeing his body laying on the ground. I think seeing him in the casket was a reality check for me that his life is really over, just like that. He got shot by someone he didn't even have a problem with.
Sometimes I can't help but think that this is my fault, but at the end of the day this is all Kane's fault. From the day he beat up Syx in the bathroom to the night he pulled that trigger.
I'm glad he's dead.
When he crashed into the other car while he was shooting at us, he died on impact. He deserved it.
The only thing that has been keeping a smile on my face the last few weeks is Syx...Man that lil nigga gives me so much life it's crazy.
Every time I'm in my feelings about Leaf, Syx always finds a way to pull me out of my slump and put some joy in my heart. I'm so lucky.
I plan to officially ask him to be my boyfriend on Christmas, because quite frankly at a time like this I can't think of a better gift that I could receive besides him saying 'yes'.
I don't wanna play around with Syx's feelings, he deserves to have a stable relationship, not a friend with benefits. In my opinion, if he's the only person I think about the majority of the day, if I smile every time I see him and if I rather be around him than anyone else then why wouldn't I make it official?
I did originally have plans on going home on Christmas but that didn't work out how I hoped, I thought I gave my mom enough time to come to terms with me being gay but of course I was wrong. Considering the fact that Christmas break starts tomorrow, I called my mom a few days ago to try and talk things out because I would love to spend Christmas with my family... when we talked on the phone she asked me "are you done going through that little phase?" And as soon as she asked me that, I knew that there's absolutely no room in her heart for a gay son and I have to accept that.
