The End...For Now

290 18 98
                                    

                                         Kash

                                         Kash

Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.

December 19th 3:53PM

"Yo what the fuck is you doing?" I say to Fendi as I push his scrawny ass off of me.

"I-I don't know. I- I think I read the situation wrong, I'm sorry. I just wanted to kiss you." He says to me sounding absolutely fucking dumb.

I get off of his bed and take a step back, "now?! Now you decide you wanna kiss me? After all of this time? You choose now to do that when somebody else has my attention?!" I say to him, raising my voice and growing frustrated.

"I know, it was dumb, I-" I cut him off.

"Nah fuck that. Forget the fact that i'm interested in somebody else, let's talk about the fact that a few weeks ago you were in a relationship with my fucking brother. The same brother that you were just crying about less than 3 minutes ago. The fuck type of shit you on yo?"

His eyes start watering again and I can tell it's because he feels stupid and he should.

Had this been at the beginning of the semester, I would've loved this! I wouldn't have stopped him at all. But now this shit just feels wrong and disgusting. I wanna fucking brush my teeth.

"Listen." I say to him trying to calm myself down and speak to him in a better tone, "you're going through a lot of emotions right now so imma just assume that you weren't in your right state of mind doing what you just did...If you would've done that a few months ago it would be different, but I'm happy with who i'm with now. No offense, but I think it was for the best that you picked Mel because if you would've picked me I would have never fallen in love with Syx."

Oh shit. I didn't think that this would be how I admitted being in love but fuck it.

Fendi looks down and plays with his fingers for a while before speaking.

"I'm sorry. Not even just for the kiss, but for everything. I should've picked you from the start." He says which makes me chuckle.

"Nah you picked who you wanted to pick and that's okay. But don't try to spin the block now that you see how well I'm treating somebody else." I say to him, that might've been harsh but that's how I feel.

He doesn't say anything so I go over to my side of the room and start packing my bags like I originally came here to do. Once I'm done, I walk back over to Fendi and give him a hug.

"Don't beat yourself up over this either. I still love you, but just as a friend. You're still an amazing person and I don't look at you any differently, I just don't look at you in that way anymore. You can still call me for anything." I say to him as I rub his back and feel him nod his head against my chest.

"I love you too." He says to me through his tears as I end the hug and walk towards the door.

"Have a good break Koda." I say with a smile which he shyly returns as I leave the room.

Ghetto HarmonyWhere stories live. Discover now