I'm Sorry

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                                        Rahmel

It's been two weeks since classes started and it has also been two weeks since I have spoken to my brother & I miss the hell out of him! Ever since I can remember it's always been me and him, you know? Of course we've had arguments before and have...

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It's been two weeks since classes started and it has also been two weeks since I have spoken to my brother & I miss the hell out of him! Ever since I can remember it's always been me and him, you know? Of course we've had arguments before and have stopped talking but we lived in the same house at that time so at some point we eventually had to talk. Now since we're in college I rarely see him unless it's in passing and he doesn't speak to me. I tried to talk to him yesterday when I saw him leaving his math class but he walked right past me. I know I fucked up but damn at least give a nigga a chance to apologize instead of acting like a lil bitch.

It's also been two weeks since I've spoken to Fendi. That situation is different though because I haven't even made an attempt to talk to him because I genuinely do not know what to say to him.. I fed all this bullshit to him about how much I want him just for him to find me fucking Bianca not even a hour later.. I mean, it wasn't bullshit that I was telling him honestly, I do actually want the lil nigga, it just so happens that my dick makes dumb decisions sometimes. It's weird though because like I said, even though my brother is ignoring me, I've still seen him around. I haven't seen Fendi around anywhere, not in the residence hall, or at the actual school, I would've thought that the boy never went to class if it wasn't for Rome telling me that he and Fendi actually have a class together. Some nut ass film class where they make you watch old ass movies and then write about them.

I hate black and white movies but I might find myself signing up if it means I can be around Fendi... I eventually will build up the courage to reach out to him and apologize, I just don't know where to start. I'll get him back in my good graces though, I'm honestly not too worried about that.

I'm walking back to my room when I get a facetime call from my dad and I know that if I don't pick up he'll just keep calling. He's one of those parents that don't give a damn what you're doing, if they call, you answer.

"Wassup oldhead?" I say to my dad after the facetime call connects.

"Why every time I call you or your brother, yall are never together?" He cut straight to the chase as I knew he would.

"I don't know pops" I start to lie knowing that he'll see through it, but I continue anyway, "We ain't got none of the same classes or anything so it's not surprising that we won't always be around eachother"

I open the door to my room and walk in it when I realize that the phone is unusually quiet.. I look down at my phone and see my dad straight facing me as if he knows for a fact that I just lied through my teeth.

I burst out laughing cuz I don't take much of anything serious..

"Yo why you looking at me like that pop?" I ask him while trying to control my laughter because the last thing I need is for him to curse me out because he thinks that I'm taking him as a joke.

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