Kash
November 16thWe've been in school for almost four months now and I can honestly say that it's been flying by. The first semester usually always feels like the longest, but it's been so much going on which makes the days feel shorter I guess.
I came out at the end of September and ever since then, damn near every gay guy on campus has come on to me somehow. I promise I don't mind it though, because at this point I've had sex more times than I can count.
Always with protection though...
I ain't gon lie, I've been having a fucking ball. I've learned during this time that I have a big fetish for having my face sat on...Who knew?
I've been much happier and it's not only because of the sex, even though that does play a part. I'm happy that everyone in the school who knew me has not treated me any differently, I'm happy that I can openly flirt and shoot my shot at any attractive guy that I please and I'm happy that I still have at least one parent who still calls me and checks up on me everyday. . . My mom hasn't said a word to me since the night we left our parents house. It hurt for a while, but I chose to let all of the positive results outweigh the negative.
I've been so happy that I even started talking and opening up to Fendi again. I realized that it takes much more energy to be cold towards somebody rather than just being nice and cordial. I didn't realize how much I missed our friendship until I let my guard down and let him back in again.
I'm at a point in my life where I just want peace and I want everyone around me to be happy as well. No grudges, no beef, whatever was done and said before is in the past. I just want to enjoy my new life.
Although I've been having sex a lot and although the sex has been good, none of those guys really have a personality outside of it. I didn't come out just to get my nut off whenever I want, I also did it so that I can find somebody to love and care for. Also, somebody to love and care for me in return. The guys that I'm looking for lack what I seek in a relationship. They literally have nothing to offer but some ass.
But hey, I'm still young. Maybe I should just ride this part of my life out first and have my fun before I try to look for love. I'm trying to learn that it'll come to me when the time is right, I can't force what is already planned for me. I know I'm a great guy so I'll get what I deserve one day.
As for right now, I gotta put some clothes on and get out this niggas bed or else imma be late for class. . . I look over to my left and see this nigga who I spent the night with passed out next to me. I wasn't suppose to spend the night but his sex drive was way too high and I couldn't bitch out so we ended up fucking from 10pm to 3am and I guess I fell asleep after the last round.
What is his name? Jeremey? Justin? J-Jamal! That's what it is, Jamal.
I slowly get out of the bed, slip back on my clothes and head to my room so that I can shower, change and head to my class.
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Ghetto Harmony
RomanceRahmel & Kash are two brothers from Philly in their second year of college. The brothers are in a singing group and plan to start putting out their music to gain some attention. Things get messy when a freshman named Fendi ends up being Kash's new...