Entwined

Only yours Nyx

Year 5796 (Waheed)

She was looking at the waterfall with a huge smile on her face, her left purple eye was glowing, her long lilac hair was dancing with the smooth breeze. Waheed forgot to breathe, that's what it felt like to him, as if the time was halted and there was no one else beside him and her at this moment.

When she turned towards him and raised her eyebrows and then smiled at him. He felt tingles in his whole body, he was entranced. He felt full of awe and wonder.

Beautiful!

She is immensely beautiful.

When did she become this beautiful?

"This place is the most gorgeous. Isn't it?" She said with delight.

Waheed eyes were zeroed on her, indeed the water shining almost as if it looked like blue crystal, the moonlight illuminating the dark night and the pleasant fragrance of the flowers, the soothing wind making her hair dance, her beautiful full smile and her radiant eyes. He'd never seen anything this beautiful.

He was mesmerized and elated and couldn't understand what changed.  She was wearing her usual sloppy white night gown then how come she looks..... the most beautiful in his entirety of being.

Why does he feel so happy and jittery at the same time?

Why does his eyes refuse to look at anything but her? Why does it feels like she owns his whole being?

She is still the same Nyx, she did not change. Then who changed? She is smiling at him like she always does.

Then why? Why does it not feel enough for him. Why does he want to hold her? Feel her? And touch her? Wants to keep her for himself. And never let go of her.

Why does he feel this wrenching feeling? He was feeling dread with the realization and the desire, the strong need to own her because in this moment he knew, he was hers and only hers.

She owned him.

He belongs to her and only her.

"Waheed, look at this gorgeous place. Why are you looking at me? Am I more beautiful?" She said and laughed. He only looked at her captivated, he felt so much, his heart was beating so fast, he was afraid of she could hear his heartbeat.

Yes! Yes! Yes!

You're so beautiful. Immensely beautiful.

Shaking her head and chuckling to herself, she stands beside him. His eyes following her as if they really can't help but only look at her.

She tilted her head towards him and frowned. "Why are you looking at me? Look at this tranquil and gorgeous place."

Sighing, she outstretched her hand and cupped his head and made him face the waterfall. "We are here to view this scenery, so look at it. I did not spend so much time and efforts to find this place; for you to not look at it. Appreciate the beauty, instead of staring hole in my face."

As if compelled, he turned to look at her and then she smacked him on his head. "Don't look at me."

Uncertainty slipped on her face and he felt like a shit because he knew he was making her uncomfortable, so he nodded and forced himself to look away from her.

He knew if she knows what he was thinking and feeling for her. She will be disgusted and deny him.

He was seething inside now because he knew what he wanted, needed, desire for was not his. She will never let him. He felt like crying because it hurts, it hurts his soul. Everything within him felt so empty and hopeless.

She will never allow me and accept me, she will never let me be with her. I know, she  does not and would  not want  me like I want her.

Even if she doesn't, I do. And that's enough for me.

She doesn't have to love me. I will love her.

Nyx, you only need to stay with me. Always.

I have decided I'm yours, Nyx and only yours Nyx.