Fuck You Gallagher

We fucked and it was amazing, so fuck Him.

Ians pov
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I can't do this anymore, I have so many different emotions I can't handle them all.

It started when Trevor texted me, asking if I wanted to help him set up a new shelter over on Ashland Fiona just sold to him, stupidly I said yes.

I received the text 3 or so months ago and when I arrived it was just me and Trevor, we fucked and it was amazing.

It happened so quickly, I was staring at the way his arms flexed when he lifted the bed and he quickly caught on, I passed him a chair and held onto my hand then that's when it started.

*smutt*
I pulled Trevor in towards me,breathing in his scent while he gripped my curls, I had him wrapped around me pulling his shorts and boxers down till we were both naked waiste down, we exchanged glances to gesture who was doing what, Trevor starts to ride me.

I felt his thighs squeeze my hips as his small frame moved with my thrusts
"Jesus man, didn't....have to prep you...or Nothin" I say through grunts, seemingly forgotten about my boyfriend at home.

"Shut up and fuck me"
So I went to town, thrusting faster and faster Trevor gripping for dear life with his thighs and arms.
The room filled with sounds of two men going at it aggressively grunting and some moans snuck through Trevor's mouth.

"Trev...I'm gonna cum..you done?"
"Fuck Ian wait..."
Trevor starts bouncing faster I use my hands to help him trying to hold it in but it was no use I came in side of him, he keeps riding then let's out a loud moan then removes himself through grunts.

"Fuck...you're good trev.."
Trevor hops off, then im making out with him, this is when the guilt sets in.

"Fuck! Trev wait stop"
Trevor gets up, "what's wrong I thought we were going well"

"I...I have a fuckin boyfriend"
"The convict?"
"Yeah."
"Only telling me now after we fucked?"
"Sorry."

A long silence filled the room
"That was the greatest sex I've had in years, it felt real"
"Ian..you have a boyfriend."
"Please trev...please"
"OK....ok"
"I don't know how to feel...I want you so bad"

That was the beginning of a looooong affair.

I've been seeing Trevor for 3ish months now, sex feels so good, after that day I returned home to mickey. We banged but it was shit compared to Trevor.
Mickey doesn't try anymore, he used to love sex more than the holding and complimenting, now it seems to be all he wants .

Mickey must know something is up though, he says I'm acting like a chick but why should I care. He's fucked dudes in prison pretty sure he wasn't clear on if he wanted to have a monogamous relationship or not so fuck him.