Fuck You Gallagher

I arrive home to see mickey not there, I begin to worry.

***
Ians pov
After I got the text from Trevor to come over I mumbled something to muckey about lips baby, then I sprinted to Trevor.

Of course he opened his door
"Hey."
"Hey."

Then we made out him pulling me in and moving this to the couch.

After us going at it for about an hour I get a call.

I answer it and mickeys sobbing on the receiving end, my heart pangs a smidgen.

"Ian.. Please.. Ah fuck come home I... Can't... Don't want to please." Mickey sobs

"Mickey...whats wrong baby, why you crying."

He was about to ask me to come home again, but I interrupted him, "sorry mick,  lips bab..." I was interrupted by the hang up dial.

Even though me and mickey has fallen out of love, or I've stopped loving him doesn't mean I want to come home to something that could be catastrophic.

"Who was that?" Trevor scared the shit outta me.
" Jesus....it was mickey, he needs me right now." I saw Trevor's face drop

"Don't worry trev, this will be over soon, ok?"

He gives me a warm smile "ok. I trust you."

I give him a kiss on the lips and scurry out if the apartment heading home.

***
I arrive home to see mickey not there, I begin to worry.
"Mick?" I call through out the apartment.

Nothing

I was out the door looking for my boyfriend within two seconds.

A pang of want and need for mickey burns through my heart. I love him.

He helped me when I needed him he needs me.  Even if we break up so I can be with Trevor I still need to makes sure he's OK.

I begin my search on the south side assuming that's where he hid.
I looked at bridges, the L, even his old family home and my own.

"Lip?" I call as I enter the house.
"Yup. Here"
"You seen mickey?" I beg
"No. Why ?" He looks slightly worried.
"Don't worry about it just let me know if ya see him alright? "
"OK man see ya" lip seems slightly nonchalant as he doesn't really like mickey .

I start panicking now,

I searched all night for mickey, calling him and calling him untill I returned home imagining the worst.

I've known that mickey has been suicidal before, I weaned it out of
Him when I noticed how down he was after the Svetlana shit, and when he nearly married her.

***
After searched for about 4 or 5 hours I returned to our apartment to see it's empty.