Fuck You Gallagher

I sound like a delusional bitch.

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Logans pov
I should have known, the poor guy asked so suddenly.

I took him to my place I stuck it in him and he started sobbing, I didn't take him for that kind of guy but I understand.

I just knew I had to comfort him, I run out and grab a large glass of water and the biggest blanket I had, it took me a while but I got back eventually.

I return to see an empty shell of a man sobbing against the headboard holding the pillow for dear life. I crouch next to him
"you OK my love?"

He didn't like that. Just letting out a gasp.
"water?" I received a whine
"blanket" i got a grunt
"the light?" a nod
I hate the light on but I'll do it

I rush to get sunglasses and my cane just in case, I have been deprived of such before so I make sure to have both when I want them

I return and turn on the light he let's out a cry, my heart aches, he looks like a little boy.

"you're gonna give me pink eye rubbing your but all over my pillow." I try to joke

"you look stupid with those sunglasses"

Despite the man having a panic attack he can still joke

"can I wrap this blanket around you now man?" he gives a whine and a nod

I gently wrap it around him, to be fair I should have just laid it on him because he is in a fragile state but my hand pressed into his back making him cry out

I immediately back off and drape it over him "it's OK my love, shhh now shhh"

After about 10 minutes of him rocking and whinging I decide to be bold

I drape an arm over him "is this OK?" he nods and sighs heavily
I rub his side
"this?"
Another nod followed by a whinge

After about 30 Seconds he calms down

He whispers an apology of some sort
"hey.shhh its OK I understand"
I felt him tense up at that

The rest of the time he was awake (approx 13 minutes) he mumbled sweet nothings to himself.

Then fell asleep.

I felt a strange love for this man I don't know, I feel as though he could protect me, giving this situation it seems like a lie.

I want to be with him but I know he has a man.
When I heard his call my heart dropped, I was possiblly a rebound.

That didnt stop me from wanting to care for him though.

I care for him even if he doesn't want me. I sound like a delusional bitch.