Fuck You Gallagher

I'm not looking for a boyfriend here

*I EDITED IANS CHAPTER, WHEN IAN WENT HOME MICKEY WASNT THERE!*

I woke up about 2pm after being fucked by a tank.

My legs ache so bad, my arms, my ass.. dear God my ass.

"Hello mickey, how is your butthole." Logan comes in, the light shines in through the window and it's very bright,  logan comes in with his sunglasses.

"It feels like you put a construction pipe up there." I say with a grunt.

"I'm...flattered?" He looks past me
He then sits next to me on the bed.

He was silent for a few seconds then he spoke.

"Was there any chance that I'm a rebound?" Logan asked quietly

"That's a stupid fucking question."
"That's not an answer."

"My boyfriend has been giving me shit lately is all, none of your business really." I say not looking at Logan

"So you're cheating?" Not a bit of fear or judgment in his voice.

"I don't even know if we are even together anymore." My voice cracked slightly

I sit up ignoring the literal pain in my ass and look at Logan

"I'm not looking for a boyfriend here with you, you know that right?" I half lie

I really like Logan, but I love Ian even if he doesn't love me.

"I understand." He said softly

I'm so conflicted, like I'm being pulled by Logan but ians not pulling my other side as much as I desperately need him to.

Maybe I would feel differently if Ian loved me and didn't hurt me repeatedly again and again, the night I met Logan I would have shoved him to the ground but I was so deprived of friendship and love, I needed him and he was there.

"I should get going." I say as I get off the bed, I hide my limp as best I can but I don't even think he can see me.

"Yeah ok, do you need a cab or an.."
"I'm not a prostitute I'm ok thanks."
I try to joke but it came off very harsh.

I get dressed say my goodbyes not waiting for him to say goodbye back then leave because I could feel my face get red and my eyes puff.

I walk out the building and grab a smoke.

I'm disgusted that I like him, fuck him blind shit he's so fucking desperate.

The walk home was so long, I could feel fear run through my body every few seconds, and my eyes swell then deflate as I stare at the ground the whole way.

I hate Logan, I hate Ian, I hate my dad and I hate my brothers.

Not mandy though, she's cool

I eventually go back home, and I walk into our second floor apartment.

I see Ian, his hands folded over one another and placed under his chin, he raises his head when he catches sight of me his hands now rest on his knees.

"Hey." He stares at me as if he's shocked

"Hey."

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