From EX to HUSBAND

CHAPTER 6

From my house, I left to reach his room, on the way I covered my head with the veil and entered in his room.  I don't want to marry you!  Please say no, you're the only person who can save me actually can save us both.  You definitely don't want to marry me, but neither do I, and if I say no, they won't listen to me, only you can because you're a boy. 

Heiii I'm talking to you, I said to him as he turned his back to me, he didn't answer me even after all the speech I made to him, he continued to stay silent.  Are you're dumb?, I said raising my voice, "I'm not deaf you mustn't scream!"  he said taking me by the shoulders, "Leave everything as it is, I can't say no", he said always with his hands on my shoulders, you can do anything?  You're only saying no to me because otherwise  you will make a bad impression in front of everyone if your wife doesn't show up for the wedding.

He was about to talk to me when I heard Baba's voice in his room, "I want you two out right away," Baba said in a furious voice.  All the two families united, I was afraid to say what I felt, I had fear  of their reactions but I had to be brave if I wanted to save myself from a boy like Rayan.  First of all, none of you should have problems seeing me here with him, one because he's my fiancé and two because it was you who decided therefore  now there's no point in getting angry and then... Baba I don't want to get married to him, Baba but it hasn't sense that to save him I have to risk my life, I want to do something different, but above all I don't want to get married now and not with him and I never will. 

How can you think of giving your daughter into the hands of a spoiled boy like this and then you all know it well,what happened in the past I don't need to repeat everything even in that case it was me who had lost, it was me who have hurt feelings.  And now you expect me to marry a boy who had left me for the girl who now doesn't want to marry him... no Baba, I don't want to and I never will.  I Baba..., I was still finishing when he slapped me in front of everyone, I felt terrible, I didn't expect this behaviour from Baba. 

Everyone's reaction was perplexed, I took off the ring and placed it on the table saying that today I would have left for America and no one would have stopped me.  I turn to Rayan saying;  all your fault and always your fault it was.  Because of you Baba let me down today, it wasn't a simple slap but a breach of trust.  He got angry and took my arm forcefully, I freed myself from his grip, I slapped him and in my doing Baba took my arm drawing me closer to him and slapped me again saying;  "Masheal, this is not what we taught you, I had a trust in you but you disappointed me deeply. We should never have given you so much freedom, you must obey what we tell you!", have I disappointed you? No Baba, you are wrong this time, I was on my way from there but Baba stopped me and handed me the ring which I had placed on the table. 

I run to reach my house and I closed myself  in my room, I destroyed everything I had in the room, how could my parents tell me that I didn't deserve their trust, I had every right to say my opinion and they are obliged to listen me.  I threw all my strength at the ring hoping it would get lost but when I was sitting at the door I found it rolling and stopping right in front of me.