From EX to HUSBAND

CHAPTER 21

MASHEAL
I have been back from the hospital for almost half a week, now I was already quite well, I also had various checkups, Rayan took care of me a lot these days, but he only did it because he felt guilty he had no intention, nor did he want to stay next to me nor did I want to, in fact every time he approached I felt terrible, he was not my comfort zone... mama and Baba heard the news, they even called me to find out if I was better, in this world I felt alone, it was not possible that I didn't want to talk to my parents, they had left me here alone with a boy like him... Rayan was a boy not in the right way, in the sense he worked as a judge, he was very lost in his way and  more especially after zoya who didn't want to marry him, he spends days and days, many times whole nights out in the club about that everyone knows but nobody says anything, i don't know why his parents don't stop him, i didn't feel my right stop him so I never said anything but also because I didn't care about it, on the contrary it was better for me that he stayed as far away from me as possible.  I was on the terrace thinking about this, I was tired of staying in the room all day,  our room was on the second floor everyone had forbidden me to go down the stairs so as not to hurt my stitches but no one came up to talk to me and that bored me very much, I was staying here so that I could breathe fresh air. 

"What are you doing out here", said Rayan who had entered the room, I didn't really notice, I didn't turn to him and I said;  i was bored inside so i decided to come out here, "The doctor said you can't stand, for a long time, how long have you been here on the terrace?", uff for about 10 minutes, i was still talking when he told me he picked me up and carried me to the room, Rayan leave me alone, leave me!  I said trying to free myself, "If the doctor said so, then you have to follow up", he said making me lay down on the bed, Rayan you can't... I can't stay all day here, "After a few days you can do whatever you want and no one will stop you", he said covering me with the blanket, I don't want to, let me go down, "Stop throwing a tantrum, don't move from here, now I'm going I have a couple of things to do, Hani will bring your dinner", he said reaching the door, and I have to wait here?, "Yes, don't move from here, you have to rest", he said leaving the room and closing the door, ufffaa why I have to stay here alone, I said grumbling alone , there was still time for dinner so Hani wasn't going to come up right away to give me dinner and I didn't feel like waiting so I decided to go downstairs. 

I slowly approached the door of the room, opened it a little, to see if Rayan was nearby but I think he had already left, I opened the whole door slowly and left the room, I went down the stairs very carefully and I reached the kitchen, "Masheal beta, if you needed anything then you could call me" said Hani reaching me, no no Hani I'm fine, come on I was bored so I decided to help you in the kitchen at least I'll do something, "If Rayan beta sees you here he will be angry, he strictly told everyone not to disturb you because you are resting and he told me to give you dinner in your room", it doesn't matter Hani, he is not Hitler, I was still talking when he coughed from behind, i stay still in my place, I knew that now he was going to yell at me a lot, "Who isn't a Hitler?", he asked even though he had heard everything, ehh I was just down because... because I was thirsty and there was no water up there , I said turning around so I could see him, "Wasn't there water..?", he asked confidently, hmmm no, I mean yes there was water, I just went downstairs because I was bored, I said grumbling , "Get in front of me, come on and hurry up", he said pointing his finger so that I could get in front of him, will you take me to the room now?, "Masheal, hurry up!", he said raising his voice, yes yes!  I said scaring and putting myself in front of him ready to go up the stairs and reach our room.  As soon as I got up, I lay down on the bed and covered myself with the blanket, meanwhile he deposited the files in the drawer, and now how am i not bored, i grumbled, "Masheal, you need to rest, you know very well you can't stand for a long time, i know it's hard but you have to hold on for a while longer",

HAAAAAAA why didn't you leave to do the your things?, "Because I knew you would have moved from your place so I was still in the studio when I found you in the kitchen", he said approaching me and standing, he was very tall, I wasn't short but in front of him I looked like an ant , okey now you can sit down because standing here makes me anxious, "My presence makes you anxious...", he said taking two steps forward, well you're very tall and I have to look at you with my neck raised then you're so tall you put a shadow... i was still talking when he went to sit on the sofa, "hahaha i'm tall like a boy should be, you're short", no! i'm tall like a girl should be you're the one who does gym, jogging and running so you're taller than usual, "Okay, don't try too hard", he said turning on his computer to work, and it was silent again in the room, I was there alone again to get bored since that Rayan had started his work, I put my head on the pillow and I don't know when but then I fell asleep.