CHAPTER 22

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I was awake and asleep at the same time, i was having a nightmare, i wanted to wake up, but i couldn't, this was going through my mind when the man was taking me away from Rayan and had taken me to another room... i wanted to waking up, i didn't want to think back to that moment, i didn't want to feel like this, i was awake but i couldn't open my eyes, i couldn't stop thinking about that nightmare moment, stay away from me, i said to the man, clenched into a fist hard the sheet of the bed, don't come near me...i was awake but i couldn't control what was happening around me, "Masheal, Masheal, wake up, i'm here", i heard Rayan's voice, but i had no control above me, I heard his voice, I was aware of being awake but that moment was not passing my mind, do not come near me!  I screamed, when Rayan took my hand and luckily I woke up, I sat on the bed, where I was already sleeping because he wanted to make me feel comfortable, i saw that he was still working on the computer as it was still on, "It was just a dream..", he said, I still hadn't come to my senses, "Masheal look at me, it was just a dream don't worry", he said again while I gave myself up suddenly and quickly, my stitches on my stomach had started to hurt, but I didn't think about the stitches, and immediately hugged him, it was awful to think back to that moment, I said crying and hugging him tightly,

", he said, I still hadn't come to my senses, "Masheal look at me, it was just a dream don't worry", he said again while I gave myself up suddenly and quickly, my stitches on my stomach had started to hurt, but I didn't think about the stitches, a...

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while he didn't move from his place, in fact he didn't exchange the hug, his hands didn't move from the bed, maybe he wanted to do something but he was afraid to bond with me, "What moment, don't cry", he said while I was crying both from the bad dream and from the pain I was feeling , "What moment...", he asked while I broke away from the hug, when they had separated me from you and were taking me away to another room, the boy had no right intentions, he was so close to me, it would almost be happened a lot, I was stopping him several times but he was getting closer, he was in front of me, he had approached his hand to take off my dupatta he heard your footsteps coming from outside and since he was not armed he left the room, Rayan he... he was here a few minutes ago, he told me he's coming back, he'll take me away from here, he'll take me away from you, I said in a panic and making him think I hadn't done anything, "Masheal, don't worry, relax, nobody  will come here, no one will take you away", he said taking my arms to relax, yes he will come here instead, I said moving too much again and hurting my stitches even more, "Masheal, don't move too much, don't worry, I'm here", he said while I grabbed my belly as the pain had increased, "You're hurt, you feel pain", he said in panic and getting up from the bed, while I was crying in pain, "Wait I'm going to call the doctor", he said trying to get away but I took his fingers very lightly, please don't go, I won't ask you for anything more, I swear I won't throw any more whims, I will always listen to you, but please don't leave now,

“Masheal I'm calling the doctor so he can come and check you, before the situation escalates, I'll be back in 5 minutes”, and if that guy comes again, I said crying both from fear and pain but not letting go of his hand fingers, "Look at me nobody comes here, nobody will take you away, nothing will happen to you, all those people are in jail", he said taking my face in his hands and sitting back on the bed, but don't go now not even for 5 minutes, "Then take all your meds and painkiller without throwing a tantrum," he said handing me the capsules one by one to eat, and lastly handing me the painkiller it was the worst, Rayan... this is tasteless but its being tasteless has a disgusting taste, I said moaning, "Don't play the pun and take this capsule right now," he said giving it to me and one way or another I ate it, while he sat on the bed again.
It had been more than half an hour that I had taken all the medicines, but the pain wasn't passing away,  i don't know why but i kept crying like a baby, we were both sitting on the bed, i had my head resting on his right shoulder, so i could look across the room and not him, i was holding him arm, he wasn't touching me at all, he was just sitting there, he didn't even stop me from resting my head on his shoulder, it didn't matter to him,

"How are you feeling?", he said but I didn't answered because I was starting to fall asleep and therefore to feel less pain, he thought I had fallen asleep and in fact he ran his hand through my hair, and went down to my back, returned to my hair and started massaging them, all of which made me feel well, i was starting to fall more asleep, instead he continued with his touch, i was asleep and i only woke up when he put his hand on my back and very gently moving from his shoulder put my head on the pillow, i didn't move, i let him do it all, and since he had taken my hand to make me lie down, when he was about to go and sit on the couch again, i didn't let him go, in fact, he turned around because he thought i already let go his  hand , he didn't do much or at least I don't know because I had my eyes closed and I was also quite asleep but now I felt his hand closer to me which means that he sat next to the bed, "Masheal I...", he was about to say something but he sighed and didn't say anything, what did he mean, why did he stop, I thought little and I fell asleep with one hand in his hand and my other hand he placed it on his hair, I didn't move that hand to massage his head because theoretically I was asleep, he fell asleep sitting on the floor with his head on the bed next to me, all the time I didn't opened my eyes despite knowing that he was already asleep.

I woke up with the ray of sunshine, since last night I had fallen asleep earlier then Rayan so he hadn't closed the curtains, I had slept well, I don't remember leaving Rayan in that position, I didn't move from my seat, I stared at him for a while, and since I was aware that he was fast asleep I started to massage his hair, while he in his sleep squeezed my hand more, I was thinking of something else when I was looking at him, I came to myself when he moved a little Then, I immediately closed my eyes and kept them closed for a while but he hadn't woken up so slowly I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to choose what to wear and get ready.

"Masheal", "Masheal", I heard Rayan say several times when he woke up, I was standing in front of the mirror looking at the stitches in my stomach, for now I was wearing pajamas so i opened the buttons to better see if after last night everything was still fine, I was concentrating on watching when Rayan opened the door, even though I was wearing a tank top under my pajamas as soon as I saw him I immediately tried to close the buttons, he hadn't even fully entered the bathroom, when he saw me so he turned around, "Hmm sorry not I thought that...", he said turning his back, no don't worry I was just checking the wound, "Ummm everything is fine right?", yes eh yes yes everything is fine, I find it hard to move my arms because i push the  stomach but yes I'm fine now  and I'm going to get dressed, I said taking the saree to reach the bathroom where I could put it on while he was always turned away, "It's hard...", he said turning around immediately while I hadn't left yet to get dressed, " Sit here", he said leading out to sit on the couch, Rayan why... I asked him, but I didn't insist, "Wait here, I'll be right", he said entering the bathroom again, I was confused because I wasn't understanding what was he doing, Rayan how long do I have to wait, we have to go downstairs because breakfast will be ready and then I'm hungry, I said after I had been waiting for him for several minutes.  "Here I am", she said coming out of the bathroom holding the saree, I had already decided which one to wear, it was lying there, "Yes, but I didn't like the colour", he said placing it on the bed and going to close the curtains, and then What are you doing...?,"Can't you see I'm closing the curtains", he said now reaching me holding the saree, "Get up so i can help you to wear it", no! 

I'm capable on my own, I said seriously, "You're capable yes but you're not in the conditions now", Rayan no, I said getting up to reach the bathroom, "Masheal", he said taking my hand, Rayan I said no!  "I'm not here to listen to your opinion, these are what is necessary, wear this first, then I'll come and tie your saree", he said, bringing me in front of him and handing me things and going to the bathroom, I..." Don't say anything and do as I just told you", he said interrupting my sentence, as he said I wore what was necessary and now to tell the truth I could tie the saree myself but he didn't want me to move my arms too much and for this  reason he took it with him. 

Rayan I did, I said settling myself a bit, "Okey now stand up and I'll fix your dress", I don't know why but he wasn't closing his eyes in the sense that I didn't like him looking at my body, but he had a completely different intention.  He was taller than me so he picked me up and made me stand on the sofa so I could at least reach his height, he was looking at me, and he knew how to tie the saree by heart, he hadn't even once glanced at the my body, he had his eyes fixed on my face while I tried not to look at him, and for the short time that our eyes met he immediately interrupted him when his sentence came to mind "Don't think that anything between us has changed, I'm just taking care of you because you're sick", his voice went round my mind, I immediately came to my senses and luckily he too had finished making me get dressed. What are you doing Masheal, he doesn't love you and you don't love him, don't get attached to him, I said to myself in a low voice before leaving the room to go and have breakfast.

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