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Our graduation from Cranston High School was a sour, daunting and lonely experience without Hazes presence there to cheer us all on.

After our graduation we all decided to travel throughout the local surrounding counties and states in search of our long lost mate, in hopes that she didn't travel too far away from us.

Each different hotel that we ended up staying in during our hunting journey for Haze over the past eighteen months or so, has been beyond very taxing for all of us.

With the other guys always on the verge of nearly exploding, I have started drinking more and more with each passing day. All I want to do is numb this heart wrenching pain that continues to exist deep within me.

My obnoxious brother is continuously on my ass over my reckless drinking habits of late but I can't seem to bring myself to even care about his feelings over what I chose to do to make it through each passing day without Haze.

It's not like he has any room to talk, I think to myself as I bring the bottle of whiskey up to my lips. The warm liquid flows down my throat with a smooth taunting burn that I have come to enjoy quite immensely, lately.

While laying halfway down on my bed with my back firmly pressed up against the cold paneled wall behind me, I begin to reflect on my irritating twin brother again.

Here lately, him and Jay have been basically at each other's throats consistently.

They undoubtedly keep blaming each other for Hazes disappearance from our lives.

Each one keeps throwing little hateful barbs at the other one as they both seem to think that what they did to Haze when they first met her is somehow related to Haze's departure.

It makes no damn sense to me as to why they would even think such a ridiculous thing like that? Haze forgave them both for what they did to her way before she even decided to leave us all.

I seriously think that they are just lashing out at each other like they are because of their understandable but all consuming worry that they both have over Haze.

It's also not unlike what Torq and Diesel seem to keep doing to each other.

Their arguments, at times, are almost just as bad as Jay and Brays are, if not more. They, just like Bray and Jay, also blame each other for Hazes departure from our lives.

Tee on the other hand, has taken a very different route than the other four have, he despondently has sunk down into a very deep and unrelenting depression.

He is just a formal shell of his previous self, unfortunately.

He rarely, if ever, speaks up about anything any longer. Nothing seems to interest him in the slightest. He regrettably, has sunk so low, down that damn hole, that he is beginning to lose a very frightening large amount of weight, from him barely wanting to eat.

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