Cranston High

Bray • 34

🚨 Smut 🚨 M/M

I couldn't feel the enticing sparks whenever he touched me like I once used to feel them all over my skin.

The inevitable shock on my face at Jay no longer being mate soon turned into massive rolling tears.

I not only lost Haze because of Jays never ending jealousy but I also ended up losing him too.

How is that even fair?

I'm the one that played by all of the rules and not once have I ever break them because I knew the detrimental consequences that would emulate from my actions.

I abided by them with stern conviction and in the process of me abiding by those rules I ended up falling helplessly in love Haze.

Now thanks to Jay with his possessiveness over me I have unfortunately ended up losing everything.

Hearing the foul words that are escaping from Jays lips toward Clotho for taking away our mate bond doesn't help in the slightest toward our ever growing problem.

He is the main cause of all of this, what damn right does he have to blame Clotho for what he has done? He's the only one that I can even remotely see to blame.

He did this to me. How could he? If he loved me so damn much how could he just strip me of my happiness so easily?

To me, that's not love. Love is wanting the person or persons that you care about to be happy. Love is compassion and understanding. All of which Jay seems to be lacking in lately.

As he continues berating and ranting at Clotho my disillusions toward what I'm feeling for Jay currently is starting to fester deep within me.

My eyes clash with Hazes golden eyes beside me and upon seeing the hurt flooding through those beautiful eyes of hers undoubtedly sends me into a mad raging fury.

My last ounce of patience has withered completely away from me and all because of one damn selfish individual.

"Shut the hell up Jay!" I scream out loudly at him causing him to zip up his lips instantly.

He looks over at me with shock marring his face at my unusual outburst.

What did he actually expect would happen after what he just did to both Haze and I?

Did he honestly think that I would just sit back and take his shit? Is he that damn clueless?

"You caused all of this because you couldn't even spare a little room in your heart for our other mate! You're jealousy and obsession with me is what made Clotho remove the mate bond from us. Can't you see that? Stop blaming her and everybody else for your own fuck up!" I grossly lash out with my anger boiling over.

My disappointment and anger at Jay is so strong that I can't even focus on anyone else in the room besides him.

He asked me if I would resent him for doing this to us earlier, when I told him that I didn't know if I would, at the time I didn't expect to feel such betrayal from him over what he did that it is actually causing the one thing that he was worried over to happen. I do resent him.