a better life // hwang hyunjin ✔️

chapter fifteen 🔞

don't keep your hands to yourself

the kiss was instantly deepened, seulgi couldn't ignore the rush of fear and excitement that coursed through her veins as hyunjin's hand traveled lower and lower down her back. she smiled into the kiss, letting him know it was okay to touch her. so he drags his hand even lower, grabbing a handful of her ass. the contact making her breath hitch.

hyunjin was beyond excited, he didn't know how far they were going to go, but he was excited to find out. he breaks the kiss for a moment to lean down and wrap his arms around the backs of her knees, effectively lifting her from the ground. she giggles quietly, keeping her hands securely around the back of his neck as he walks them backwards to the bed.

he softly lays her down against the mattress, her hands sliding down his arms as he props himself over top of her, settling his hips between her legs. the intimate position sending sparks through seulgi's body. she hadn't been with anyone this way since chan. so despite her having a kid, she was extremely inexperienced. she had no clue how much experience hyunjin had, but she hoped it was more than her.

she didn't want to think about chan in this moment, but it was hard not too. her mind quickly drifting off to their one and only time together, she could hardly remember what it was like at this point. but she knew that she loved every minute of it. hyunjin could tell she was becoming distracted, her hands losing their grip on his forearms, and her kiss becoming slower. so he breaks the kiss, in fear he was pushing her too far.

"are you okay?" he asks, breathless, lips red and swollen from the hot kiss.

"y-yeah... it's just..." she trails off.

"are you not ready? we don't have to-"

"no it's not that... i just haven't..." she trails off again, hoping hyunjin could fill in the blanks. luckily he could. assuming she meant she hadn't been with anyone since chan.

"are you sure you're okay, then?" he asks, sweetly dragging his thumb along her jawline.

"y-yeah... i want this, hyunjin..." she nods at him, her heavy breathing sending shivers down his spine.

"just... just tell me if i'm going too far." he tells her holding onto his last bit of self control, he wanted this experience to be perfect for her. she nods. and he leans down, reconnecting their lips. he smiled, feeling her grip on his forearms tighten once again. even more so when she releases them, her hands trailing down to the hem of his shirt.

she shyly tugs on it, pulling it over his body, he breaks the kiss momentarily, to fully remove it. smirking when he sees seulgi's eyes widen. she was shocked by his built form, the way his abs flexed under her fingertips as she dared to touch them.

"i might lose it if you keep touching me like that." he whispers. even though it was a simple touch, it was from seulgi, and he loved everything seulgi did.

"so... lose it..." she whispers back, she wanted him, all of him. and that was all it took for hyunjin to relax, staring down seductively at her as he pushes his fingers between the fabric of her own shirt, slowly lifting it off over her. seulgi arching her back off the bed to make the process easier, a sight that hyunjin found absolutely mouth watering.

the way her black bra hugged the curves of her breasts was driving him crazy, and he felt his pants get a little bit tighter, the thought of watching them bounce against her chest as he pushed into her was nearly enough to make him take her right then and there. but again, he wanted to make sure this was an amazing experience.