The Painful Goodbye Of Love

𝟏𝟓~ 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭.

*---(HAPPY READING) ----*

Rudraksh fluttered his open eyes, feeling water droplets on his face. He tried to ignore it, but jerk open his eyes feeling irritated. He sat straight and his eyes looked at his smiling wife. It was a playful smile.

The crease on his forehead got clear as he looked at her beautiful face. Slowly he realized that she was wearing his favorite color, Kurti. Yellow.

His gaze roamed on her face. Beautiful eyes coated with kajal making them look more deeper, redness adoring her cheeks and lips were natural pink. Words stuck in his throat finding less words to describe her beauty.

"Buttercup."

He stood on his legs and moved to her cupping her face he said.

"Again, you left the bed without my permission."

Suhana facepalm herself hearing his words. She looked outside the balcony and spoke.

"I can't miss this moment to adore this rainy season by sleeping. Before dying I want to feel everything."

Her words made him realize yesterday. The message, his confession, their cries. He looked at her face, who was looking outside as rain pouring down. He pulled her back and hugged her pulling her closer.

Suhana wrapped her arms around his neck and let him feel her closer to him. Kissing her neck, he left her.

"I love you."

She smiled at him and kissed his cheeks making his eyes widened. It was the first time she had kissed him. Before he can say something, she leaves the place giggling making him smile at sadness.

"How will I live without her??"

Tears slipped from his left eye, but he wiped it away. He was about to go to the washroom, but his eyes fell on a particular thing.

Her diary.

He walked towards it and picked it up. He knows that she loves to write diaries and letters and it was the same diary he had seen with her since childhood. His heart raced, feeling that he was holding a part of her whole life.

She writes everything in this and after marriage it is the second time, he is seeing this diary in their room. His mind was telling him to keep it again in its place, but his heart was telling him to open it and see it.

With shivering hands, he opened her diary. Her name was adoring the first page. His fingers trace her name with adoration. His eyes stuck on her second page. It was a Wishlist she had written.

The diary:

Things I want to do before leaving this world.

1. Dance in the rain with my life partner.

2. Visiting Switzerland in winter.

3. Attending Arjit Singh live show.

4. Trying skydiving once.

5. Having Christian wedding.

6.Making love under a sky full of stars.

7. Experience of motherhood.

Seven wishes like seven wonders of world, like seven oceans, like seven continents, like seven rounds of holy fire.

His fingers trace every word written on the page. His eyes welled up feeling the pain of her leaving this world. Leaving him.

"I promise to complete your every wish before you leave this world. "

He closes the diary because he doesn't want to invade her privacy further. Keeping it in its place he left for the washroom and got ready. He is not going to attend the office today, so he was in his casual mood.