The Painful Goodbye Of Love

𝟐𝟏~ 𝐓𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭.

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Gloominess was covering the Raghuvanshi's mansion. Every member's heart has sunk hearing about their favorite person Suhana. The girl who has made them smile every time and their heart aches thinking that the same girl is going to leave them soon.

Life is very unexpected. Sometimes there is time of bloom and sometimes there is time of gloom and now Rudraksh whole life is filled with sadness thinking about his wife.

But for that girl he is making himself strong. He knew that his tears would make her cry and he didn't want to make memories with sadness. He wants happy memories with her. He wanted to cherish her till his last breath. He wanted her to know how much this man loves her and he can do anything for her happiness.

Today everyone is waiting for the couple to show up so they can leave for the hospital. Shidharth and Aditi are also present to give their wishes to Suhana.

The couple descended the stairs hand in hand. Suhana lips held a small smile like always while Rudraksh's face was devoid of emotion. He can't cry now. He needs to stay strong for her.

"Mera bacha. Always remember your mummy loves you a lot."

Aditi engulfed her daughter in her embrace of warmth. Suhana felt content seeing the love and care everyone showered to her.

"I know mom and your daughter love you more."

Wiping away her mother's tears she looked at her brother who was standing beside her mother. She stepped to him and hugged him who didn't waste a single second to hug her back. It was a really emotional moment for everyone. Rudraksh couldn't control his tears as they slipped from his eyes.

Sameer, who was not present there, was looking at her from far away. He can't meet her because he knows if he met her then he would burst into tears. And he doesn't want to cry because of her promise.

"Where is Sameer?? He didn't bring the flowers today??"

She asked looking around and suddenly her eyes fell on him who was standing away with red roses in his hands. He turns away feeling her eyes because he can't cry in front of him.

Suhana stepped forward to him and made him turn away. His eyes were swollen, and anyone can say that he had cried continuously last night. Without saying any words, she hugged him who wrapped his arm around her.

He bit his lips to control his sobs which were lingering on his lips. Suhana gently rubbed his back, feeling him shivering.

"Bhabhi, I love you. Please don't go away from me. I can't lose you after losing dad. I don't have the courage to say goodbye to you. "

She listened to his every word and her own heart ached seeing him in this condition just because of her. She broke the hug and took the flowers from him.

"After me, your Rudraksh bhai will be your supporter and I will always be there with you when you need me. Maybe not physically but my presence will always be around you."

After their long emotional session, they all decided to leave for the hospital. Rudraksh was sitting with Suhana in the backseat while Shidharth was driving the car.

Suhana was getting tense thinking about her treatment. Rudraksh rubbed his thumb on her palm in order to calm her down.

Soon Suhana was lying on the hospital bed with Rudraksh beside her side. Rudraksh heart was racing looking at her; fearing if something happened to her. Siddharth was talking with Samira about Suhana and other family members are at home praying for her.

"Suhana, you need to stay strong. Remember I am on your side. Just stay strong during the treatment and remember that I love you."

She wanted to say that she loved him, but she didn't. She smiled at him when she felt his lips kissing her forehead.

"It's time for her treatment."

Samira said while looking at the couple. Rudraksh hand tightened around her fingers and with a last kiss on her forehead he left and saw her going inside the room. They shared the eye lock till the door got locked behind her.

Siddharth looked at his sister and prayed for her. He looked at Rudraksh who was looking at the door for 5 mins.

"Bro, nothing will happen."

Rudraksh didn't say anything and sat on the bench looking at the door. He knows that the chemotherapy will make her better but what if something happened to her?

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Rudraksh POVs

I saw her smiling at me as the door closed behind her. My eyes were lingering on the door. My heart was about to bust with emotion, but I know I have to be strong for her. I sat on the bench and my mind was remembering my life moments.

How I got married to her. The craving for each other for 6 months. Caring for her. Feeling possessive about her. Accepting each other. Falling for her. Crying for each other. Our first kiss. Everything played in front of my eyes like a show.

I couldn't control the tears which fell from my eyes. Why can't we live like a normal couple?? Why is God doing this to her?? It's true that every good person has to suffer, and my Buttercup is suffering now with her disease.

I want her in my life forever. I want to love her with everything I have. I want to have a family with her and live a beautiful life with her. But...

Why is our fate so cruel to us?? Don't we deserve a happy ending like others?? I want to snatch the pain which Suhana is feeling. I want to give my life to her so she can live.

My life will have no value after her. She is the reason for my existence. She is the reason why I am still strong.

The day I got to know about her disease, I felt like dying instead of her. Her closed eyes always give me pain. Her pale face and weakness are killing me, and I don't want her to suffer like this.

I feel so helpless that I can't stop her suffering. Her suffering will be till she is alive. I don't want to let her go but I don't want her to suffer like this. That girl deserves happiness, but she has a fate which was written with a broken pen.

I rubbed my chest as I felt like my breath was knocked out from my lungs. It was so painful. I can't bear this anymore but I am helpless. I can't do anything to keep her with me.

Seeing my wife dying in front of my eyes is worse than dying myself. Maybe I am selfish but I want her to be my life. I want her to be on my side. I don't want her to leave me.

My tears were flowing like rivers and I didn't try to stop them. This is going to be my life after her. Pain and Tears will be the only thing left with me after she is gone. This is our story. It's painful but soon I have to say goodbye to her forever.

The Painful Goodbye of love. Our love. This is how our story is going to end but as she said it will last a lifetime. Maybe we will be together in the next life and maybe will have a happy ending.

Maybe.

Suhana has always embraced the change in her life but I can't. I can't imagine my life without her. She is the only who made taught me how to live your life like a life.

And without her my life will have nothing. There will be no existence of Rudraksh Raghuvanshi without his wife. I love her and will always love her. It will be excruciating without her but I have to live my life for our love and our daughter.

Yes. Our daughter. Soon we are going to become parents. Soon our family will be complete and soon our family will be broken.

I will love our daughter and will be her father and mother both for her. Me and our daughter will have each other and that will be okay for me. We can't get everything we desire. We can't.

I don't know how much time we have together but I want to live every moment with her. I don't want her to regret her life before going. I want her to feel the peace when she goes and I will do everything for her.

I will complete her every wish she has. I will love her and cherish her. We have only one life and I want to give my life to her. I want to dedicate my whole life to her. I want to devote my life to her.

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Complete the target for next update on Monday.

Love you all.