Ashanti Quarter.
I think I'm better than any female in my path, but I needa be that way. I can't let anything, nor anyone phase me, exactly how I gotta stay. I'll never admit this to no female or male, because that's not me. Yes, my self esteem is out the water high. But it took literally years, and one person that is to turn me this way. My main one. Chresanto August. My best homie (friend) til the very end, I promise he'll be the death of me.
Every since we met in 5th grade we've been inseparable. But I didn't like his ugly ass at first because he put his gum in my hair. Ew, I had to cut so much hair, but that's not the point. I start getting bullied and teased about how I look like a chocolate bar, how I'm too skinny, how I switch when I walk, my slanted eyes, just anything. All by this hoe named---
"Shanti, who you talkin' to?" Chres asked walking into my bedroom with a large McDonald's bag and another full of snacks. "Uhm...my phone duh." I rolled my eyes turning on Serri.
He chuckled sitting down on my bed. "You crazy ass still be talking to yourself?" He laughed even harder. "Shut up ugly, it's not even like that." I rolled my eyes at how he was teasing me.
Since the day my Mom died I've talked to myself, as if it were her. Talking in terms like I'm talking to my Momma again. Our bond was unbelievable, we talked about any and everything. My sister says let her go since it was literally 6 years ago when I was 12. But I can't she gave me life, so I'll never forget that. My stepfather went to jail after, I never liked him he'd always beat my Mom. So now he's in a better place, prison.
"Helllllllooo Ashanti, I know you hear me!!!!" He yelled waving his hand in my face snapping me out my trance.
"What jackass??!" I yelled as I pushed his hand out my face. "Dang, what I do?" He asked pouting. "You teased me, now what do you want!?" I semi yelled irritated.
"Whatever man, forget it..." Chresanto sighed getting on his phone not even bothering to eat his food anymore.
I sighed rolling my eyes pulling out my phone not feeling hungry anymore. I went to my contacts searching his name 'Main 1' I went to our text messages and start texting him.
'Blessing':Her name in his phone.
'Blessing:What were you gonna say Santo?'
He looked up at and then back at his phone. Then my phone light up from a text of course I knew it was him.
'Main One:You tryna go to Myles' party tonight?'
'Blessing: sure.'
"Aight, get dressed..." He said all dry making my eyebrows raise and lips poke out. I shook my head getting up walking into my closet. I know how Myles parties always are, so I always dress chill and make sure my charger on deck. I never really associated with Chresanto's friends, they're his friends, not our friends. He never really associates with mine either, unless we're all in the same room.
Usually when Santo asks me to come to a party with him, it's always to drive him and a drunk hoe to a hotel. And I hate it, because as he knows and as obvious as it is, I like him. I put on some blue jeans with two rips mid thigh, a grey crop top, my red Calvin Klein briefs with just the name being visible, my bred 11s, and my red, black, white, and grey flannel.
I put on some of my Tom Ford perfume which was my Mommy's, some of my red too faced Melted lip stick and grabbed my extra charger along with some extra cash. I walked out ready to see Chresanto on his phone still, he literally paid me no mind. I sighed shaking my head.
"I'm ready Chresanto..."
He looked at me half smiling and got up walking out the room before me. This is about to be the wrost, so I texted my bestfriend Diamond.
'BABF: Diamond Co.???'
'Baby: I'm already getting ready.'
'BABF: How you know, fuckn spy ah!'
'Baby: No, no, no, no, no, no. Nigga subtweeting.'
'BABF: UGH!! Ard boo, imma c you there.'
I rolled my eyes putting my phone in my pocket grabbing the bag of candy going downstairs. I saw Santo and my sister Jasmine talking which made roll my eyes again.
"Well why you got a attitude?!" Jas joked getting up hugging me. "Nothing I'm fine." I lied as she released me from the hug giving me a bitch please look. "Alright you two have fun. No sex. Smoking. Nor drinking." She instructed as always.
"Not the one you needa say that to." I mumble playing with my nails. I felt Chres look at me all I did was heavily sigh.
He got up hugging my sister. "Alright Jas, we'll see you later on tonight."
"Not we..." I said under my breath yet I know they both heard me. "Uh, take care of huh please." She giggled as we walked out the door. "I'll try..."
I got in his red matte hummer putting my feet on the dashboard getting on my phone. I looked up at him as I heard the door open then close and care start up.
"Getcho feet down Ashanti." I groaned taking my feet down and climbing into the back. I sat in the backseat laying on the seats. Myles house is further than mine's so it'll take a while. "We picking somebody up, so get up here."
"Who?" I asked with an attitude climbing in the front seat again. "Twist." He simply said as the car came to a stop. We were at Twist house, there stood Twist and Chuckee. They're both irra.
"What the hell Santo?!!" I whined.
"Better call Diamond and Yonna."
First book ever. But don't take it easy or bare with me. Be real, tell me if you feel I should change something or whatever. Name is Dymond, I'm 14 I love Chresanto August, August Alsina, Chris Brown, Jacquees, Lil George, and Lil Twist whom I'll also be making books of soon. Next chapter at least 5 reads and a vote. Right now I don't care too much for comments but leggo.
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|Main One|Santo August|
Hayran KurguNo matter what we go through , I know my Bestfriend down for life.That's my main one, forever he by ma side.