it's whatever you want it to be

I'm so fucken alone

Frank's pov
I look down at everything. The cars driving by not even noticing me. I was sat on a tree the tallest one I could find. The wind picked up giving me the chills. I pulled up my hoodie. I looked up at the stars so tiny yet so bright. I guess you're only as tall as your heart will let you be. I sighed loudly. I need to be heading home it's getting late. But I really don't want to not right now at least. One cigarette before I go. Because maybe I need something to calm my nerves. I took a long inhale of the cigerette I had just lighted. God I wish I could do this everyday. I'd stay out here not giving one shit about anything else. It's not like they cared about me anyways.
"guess I should leave huh Frank" I told myself. Its funny how I talk to myself. I slowly made my way down the tree. I have to go to school tomorrow. Why does life hate me? Everyone hates me at school except for Vic and Gerard. My two best friends I swear they're like my brothers. I walked along the edge of a bridge the cars zooming at me making my hoodie fall from my face. Gerard's brother Mikey kinda likes me. Enough to say hi and not pick on me. I stepd in to my street. I seriously don't wanna go home. Gerard lived right next to me so I walked to his window and knoked twice. I could hear some shuffle inside and then the window opened. A very sleepy Gerard greated me with a smile.
"Frank I love you but.....um it's 1 in the morning" he said in a sleepy voice. He sounds all cute. Wait did I just say that. Whatever..
"I don't wanna home honestly......c-can I-" I was cut off by Gerard grabbing me and bringing me closer to the window.
"since when do you ever have to ask if you can stay......you know you can whenever you want to" he smiled down at me. He steped backand I jumped in. The room was dark so I tripped and landed on his bed.
"um you can sleep on the bed with me if you want to" Gerard whispered to me now really close to my face.
"really"
"yeah"
"why" I asked
"because I'm so fucken alone"
A/N- Ok so first chapter Yay hope you like it