𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

74 - wake

[pretty long intro]
When I'm fast asleep I'm always looking for a way out. I try to wake up, but after a long salty dream, waking up is the worst part. Doubts taste like bitter confuse me.
I learned we have to always wake up stronger than before. So wake up.
I have to.

Hey, hey, hey.
do you ever stop and think about me?
Can you stop?
Can you see my trauma?
Just because you can't see it don't mean that it don't exist
Can you see this lights?
Just because you can't see 'em don't mean that them don't exist.
And you know it. By Heart.
I am pure.
Hey
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?

When we were younger
down in the chat
making a lark of the misery.
You got shiny friends since you left town
a tiny screen's the only place I see you now
and I got nothing but well wishes for ya
no revenge,
only my trauma.
But now stop, remember:
This high school roof
this place is the same as it ever was,
but you don't like it that way.
Arms of the ocean carried me
and all this devotion was rushing out of me
crashes are heaven
for a sinner like me
but Graduation Day delivered me.
Our little town, not long ago
we walked on the sidewalks
we listened to some edm tracks together
and all we did was care for each other.
Every night was warm
we were bold and young
All around, music, your mind blow
wake until 3 am
bedroom spotlight was red.
Only "pov" reminds me of you, she know what I mean,
but then every Ariana Grande songs reminds you of me...unfortunately.
What will we do when we get old?
We would only hold on to let go.
It's never too late
to come back to my side
like a friend, we are fine.
The stars in your eyes
shined brighter in Venice, that February
and if someday your demons will create a legacy
you know, you'll always have me.

Hey.
Everyone see a North Pole in me.
My friends, my singers, my cats
and my Dorothea.
If you not here,
bring up my ig
where I sell dreams
sell pretty songs and stupids things.
And for my babies I'll do anything,
in the middle you're forever a baby.
Hey
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?

Take a moment and stop.
When it was calmer
going to the prom
skipping our Greek lessons
buying new shoes
and wearing only for fashion.
Wet sheets, hairdryer on the couch,
we laughed, I lost a lung
we run, juts to piss off your mom
and her pageant schemes.
Can I ask God
what happened to that pizza in that seaside bar?
high heels, 10€ on the floor
we run, just to hold on to let go.
Sooner or later we'll be old.
Marshmallow, videogames, Ryan
and as he sang, our bond is a Ghost
so watch us disappear.
Even if I write these melancholy letters
and these boring little songs,
I always remain lively and strong.
Past remains there,
but it's nice to know that it goes somewhere.
Hey,
I remember
they all wanted to be ya
and they wanted to love ya
but patience and rush weren't for Madd,
bees always stung me in my dreams
and somehow you saved me.
Now good man, big city, big features
are you still the same soul
I met under the bleachers?
Well
I guess I'll never know like Kanye.

Hey.
Everyone see a North Pole in me.
My friends, my singers, my cats
and my Dorothea.
If you not here,
bring up my ig
where I sell dreams
sell pretty songs and stupids things.
And for my babies I'll do anything,
in the middle you're forever a baby.
Hey
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?

[bridge]
Sometimes I stop and think about you,
with my new dudes,
my crew
or when I see green woods
or the sets of the moon.
The smell of cigarette smoke
reminds me that you are gone,
I feel it on your clothes
when you hugged me at my last show
now I started smoking again
sometimes I can feel you in my lungs,
feel you soul again
feel my baby man.

Hey.
Everyone see a North Pole in me.
My friends, my singers, my cats
and my Dorothea.
If you not here,
bring up my ig
where I sell dreams
sell pretty songs and stupids things.
And for my babies I'll do anything,
in the middle you're forever a baby.
Hey
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?

[pretty long outro]
Hey
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?
you can breath
for my babies, I give my help.
I am pure.
You can ask a redeem, oh redeem, tonight.
Maybe it's only "Bye"
but I want you to know
that it's not late to say sorry.
I miss your soul, not your body
It can't get any worse down
so it's not late to say sorry now.
Hey
if fate force us into a goodbye
and if you have children someday
when they point to the pictures
please tell also them my name.
Tell 'em how our classmates went wild
tell 'em how our bond in this book still shine.

So k bye for now, I understand,
do you ever stop and think about me?
can you stop?

Now wake up.
North Pole.
The wake. Lights.
Exclusive content.
Sincerely.