125 - BACKSTABBER

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Things fall apart and time breaks even my heart,
her blood was coming out of the tub
other green eyes treated like junk
I wasn't there years ago, but I know.
She was your girl, you showed her the world
she was a friend of mine, since we were in primary school.
You fell out of love and you both let go,
she was cryin' on my shoulder, all I could do was hold her,
never expressed herself too much in my presence,
her classmates knew too much,
I was the only thing that didn't remind her of evidence
and your poisoned thoughts.

She introduced us
only made us closer until December
now I know that you loved me, you don't need to remind me
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?
But I see her in the back of my mind
all the time
like a fever, like I'm burning alive
like a sign
did I cross the line?
Like a backstabber, I feel like I gave her the final blow.
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?

Well, good things usually don't last (good things always don't last)
and life moves so fast (life change so much)
I'd never ask who was better
between me and her
'cause she couldn't be (maybe she couldn't be)
more different from me
you met us in different time frames
but have you really grown up in all this?
Our boy still breaks his favorite toys
you did it with me after that letter, you did it with her after that book.
So she couldn't be more different from me
happy and free in brown braids.

She introduced us
only made us closer until December
now I know that you loved me, you don't need to remind me
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?
But I see her in the back of my mind
all the time
like a fever, like I'm burning alive
like a sign
did I cross the line?
Like a backstabber, I feel like I gave her the final blow.
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?

[bridge]
You say no one knows you so well
me, the only one you felt such strong feelings for
and she's just the first love
and as epic as both of them may have been,
I can't help but be confused
every time you touched me, I just wonder how she felt
Valentine's Day, cryin' in the bed
I know you didn't mean to hurt me, so I kept it to myself
and I wonder

Do you see her in the back of your mind?
In my eyes? In our green-brown eyes?
You say no one knows you so well
but every time you touch me, I just wonder how she felt
endless April 2024, drinking' in the club
I know you didn't mean to hurt me, so I kept it to myself
now I understand what she meant.
now i understand what we did wrong.
But in the end it was just a story.
From a triangle it turned into a dot.

I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?
But I see her in the back of my mind
all the time
like a fever, like I'm burning alive
like a sign
did I cross the line?
Like a backstabber, I feel like I gave her the final blow.
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?

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