I have a hard time adjusting
years ago I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
right now I know the answer is "no, you didn't think so"
I had a lot of regrets about that,
gorgeous enough to be fucked,
not enough to be loved.
Pulled the money off the road to the lookout
could've followed my fears all the way down,
there with three pills in my pocket,
holding tightly my Aries locket,
I could say I was empty in my mud,
but I had 2 liters of liquor in my blood.
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
but I'm here in your doorway
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...self-sabotaging.
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying
that this is me.
They told me all of my cages were mental
so I got wasted like all my potential
thinking about it frantically I lost my focus
I've always preferred to lose than to use,
I wished you had thought that too, for sure.
And my demons shoot to kill me when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that.
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
fell behind all my classmates, and I ended up here,
ending up from one bed to another, turning these into a coffin,
watched others give roses, while I became so snuffin'
pouring out my heart to a stranger
but I didn't pour the whiskey.
And maybe I don't really know how to be brave
but I'm here in your musical rave
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying.
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying.
At least I'm trying...
And it was hard to be at a party when I felt like an open wound
It was hard to be anywhere those days when all I wanted is you,
people realize that drugs are bad when you start to choke,
maybe I'll tell this tragedy to my ancestors as a joke,
he was a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my stupid town,
I'll only be able to tell this if I survive,
but I'm still here, crying.
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying.
I just wanted you to know
that this is me...crying.
At least I'm trying...
STAI LEGGENDO
𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞
ChickLitQuesta è una breve storia inverosimile da cui potrete trarre molti insegnamenti. Le canzoni inserite nei capitoli finali sono di natura autobiografica, ma non in ordine cronologico; frasi, luoghi, persone citate sono sia reali che inverosimili, alcu...
