Angel of Mine (Jenlisa FF)

Chapter 7

Lisa's POV

Okay...I think I've suffered enough these past few days. I mean I think my ear is bleeding from her constant asking, 'what J means.' God...I think she's trying to make me go ballistic or something.

It's been a week since our little bet started and well...it's getting a little bit annoying. I mean...every time I'd make a conversation to her...sometimes asking her something...and sometimes me explaining something's...she'd always butt in the conversation and ask, 'What does J mean?' It's driving me crazy!

One time while I'm tending to the bar and this song came up...I don't know why or how, but the song seems to be saying 'What does J mean?' over and over again! I thought she broke me or something with her constant whining and asking, 'What does J mean?' Even Rosé and Bobby seems intrigued to know 'What J means' since that's almost what Jennie is saying. She just wouldn't give up...and I think one of these days I would finally have a breakdown and tell her what J means. I might lose to her...

I sighed and frowned and looked out the window. I'm at the restaurant eating lunch with Jennie. She's quiet...

'Well of course she is! She's eating!'

I continue to frown as I looked out the window trying to ignore the blonde that's in front of me. She must've noticed.

"Lisa? Are you alright?"

I sighed and turned to look at her. She had this worried face and well...I've always seen it whenever I'm feeling down. I don't know why...but it feels like she's concern about me. It warms me...knowing that someone cares. I smiled.

"Yeah...I'm just...tired I guess."

"We could go to the motel, and we could sleep..."

I couldn't help but grin at her and raised my eyebrow.

"We? You'll join me?"

She just gave me her warm smile and nodded.

"Yeah...I don't want you to be alone..."

My facial expression slowly turned into realization and sadness.

'Alone...I'm always alone...with no one beside me...'

I sighed and looked out the window again...trying to hide what I was feeling at the moment. It's nice that she didn't want me alone...but... I frowned with my eyes still on the window.

"That's nice of you...but...I'm pretty much used to being alone. Ever since I'm little...that's why I don't need someone to look out for me. I can take care of myself thank you very much."

I kept my frown as I continue to look at the window. The only thing that made me look back at her was when I felt her hand on mine...her warm hand. When I turned to look at her...she still had this warm smile...and well...I know it'll sound stupid but...somehow, I can sense some compassion...sadness...guilt...in those eyes. I can probably understand sadness and compassion...but guilt? No way! Why would she feel guilty? Maybe I'm just imagining it...but I can tell that what I told her...kinda made her sad. I can't help but just look at our hands. I never had someone holding my hand...only mom. I looked at her when she began to speak...

"Lisa...You're never alone. No one is alone in this world. You've got Rosé and Bobby...and me to be with you...so you're never alone."

"Both of them will have their own families in the future. They'll forget about me..."

"I won't...I'll never forget you or leave you..."

I don't know why...but her words seem so...true. That she'll never leave me...but...