𝐔𝐒 - 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐧/ 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐳 𝐎𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

the way i loved you

"Let's breakup Leehan!"

Taesan bitterly said looking outside the cafe where they were having a date. "You're joking, right?" Leehan said laughing a little. "No I'm serious right now" Taesan looked at him blankly. "Why? What's wrong? We can fix it if there's something, why do you want to break up?" Leehan asked his voice cracking already. "I'm sorry Leehan. Take care of yourself" Taesan said standing up without looking at him. "What the fuck Taesan? Tell me the reason! Let's try to find the solution! You can't just leave me like this" He grabbed his wrist and he froze on his feets. "I don't love you anymore. I'm really sorry" Taesan said gulping the pain in his throat. He looked at him lastly and his hands loosen around his wrist, tears threatening to fall. Taesan walked away leaving him there, alone and broken.

Leehan was feeling lost, he was just sitting blankly there staring at the empty seat his lover was sitting on, his ex-lover. After dating for five years straight, planning for their future together, Leehan didn't thought it would end this way. He wanted to scream and cry but he couldn't. He felt so numb that he couldn't even cry. "Leehan!" he heard a voice from a male, who was his friend. "What's wrong? Are you crying?" He asked cupping his face.

"H-he broke up with me-" Leehan said finally crying his eyes out. "Taesan?" Riwoo asked widening his eyes, he knew how much the younger loved his boyfriend. He quickly hugged him, patting his back to calm him down. "Shh, Calm down Leehan, everything will be fine" He tried to calm him down but he didn't stop crying until he saw the black car, entering the cafe. His father coming outside from it. "Leehan, your father is here" Riwoo whispered looking at the man in suit, walking towards them.

Leehan wiped his tears and stood up to greet his father. "When did you come back from Russia?" He asked looking down, trying to hide his face. "Why are you in such state? Did your pathetic boyfriend left you? I told you that he will, he only cared about your fame and money. He never loved you, Leehan. Just forget about him and let's start a new life now" The words of his father hurted him like a sword in his heart. But he believed his father, cuz the older one really left him.

"I'm sorry appa, I fought with you for him but now he left me" Leehan looked down and sobbed while talking to his father. "I'll do whatever you want now" Leehan said looking at his father. "Please forgive me" he said with pleading eyes. His father smiled a little. "It's okay, my son! Let's go home now" his father said softly and Leehan smiled. He went to his home and rested, he just laid like a corpse whole day and skipped his meals too. Riwoo tried to cheer him up but he failed after too many attempts.

A week passed by, Leehan ate, did his work, but still he wasn't Leehan, Riwoo used to know before. He used to calm but now he was gloomy and always sounded depressed. Riwoo knew that the younger was having hard time so he just stayed with him trying his best to distract him or cheer him up.

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Leehan was sitting in the balcony of his room, it was raining. The raindrops fell on his face, he stretched his hand out to feel the rain, remembering about his lover. They had their first kiss in the rain, Leehan chuckled sadly.

"Taesan, Why were you hugging Jaehyun??" Leehan said in a firm tone. They were standing on the basketball ball ground where Taesan just finished his game with his friends. "Cuz i love him, Leehan for God's sake. You know he's my friend too!" Taesan said being done with his friend being so possessive over him. "And why do you care if i hug him, it's not like you are my boyfriend or smth" The older said with a smug face. "Yah Taesan, I don't want you to be too much close with anyone" Leehan screamed at older being pissed off. "And why should i listen to you?" Taesan said with a eyebrow raise. "Why don't you just listen to me when I'm telling you nicely?" The rain started falling after Leehan pushed Taesan after shouting again. The older stepped back. "What's wrong with you? Why do you always act like this? Why should I listen to-" The rain muffled his screams along with Leehan's lips. "Cuz I love you" he said after pulling away. Taesan pulled him from his waist kissing him again. "I love you Leehan!" They both laughed after realizing what happened. That was their first kiss, and the first day of their beautiful relationship.