I walked out of Planned Parenthood not feeling guilty at all, I chose me and that's whatever I'm forever going to do
"Life is great." I said getting in my car
I haven't talked to anyone the past two days but I'm feeling better now
My mom's birthday is also in a few days on November 11th and it's the 8th so I'm finna go to the mall and buy her something
I sped off doing 70 because I felt like it then Joseon FaceTimed me
"Hey." I answered
"Where you been for two days?" He asked
"My parents house, I was going through something." I said truthfully
"Where you going now?" He raised an eyebrow
"To the mall, to buy my momma something for her birthday." I said
"Where you was before?" He asked making me roll my eyes at all the questions
"Planned Parenthood, any more questions?" I asked making him chuckle because he thought I was playing
"I'm finna be busy all day but tomorrow I'm finna pull up on you." He said
"Can we go to the aquarium?" I asked so seriously
"Mmcht, fa what?" He scrunched his face up
"It's a yes or no." I rolled my eyes
"Yes." He hung up
"Bitch." I mumbled putting my phone down
I made it to the mall and parked in the front and got out the car going in
I first went to Coach to see if they had anything she would like because that woman is bout expensive as fuck
They didn't really have anything worth buying so I went to the Gucci store
Their purses was cute but they didn't have any of the shoes to match and I wanted to get her a matching set
"Don't nobody got nothing." I shook my head
I went to DIOR and ended up getting her blue Dway slides with the blue mini saddle bag to match, that shit was almost 6,000 dollars I coulda bought so much shit with that
Ion care though, Ima make it back
Before I left I was going to get something from Cinnabon but I seen Dexter
Dexter was my first body and my first heartbreak, I haven't seen him in a long, the last time I've seen him was when I was 18. He looked better even though he was never ugly
He looked so much older though but I knew he was my age because we met in school when I was a senior and he was junior, he is older than me by a couple months though
I continued to get in line and when I made it up I just got a regular cinnamon roll and walked away
I seen him a fucking gain but this time I knew he seen me because he looked at me
I left going back to my house to wrap my mom's gift and on my way there she texted me
mommy 🩷
How did everything go
it all went good
thank you for asking mommyOfc
I love you babyI love you more
I swiped out of her messages and went to Apple Music and turned on "All in" by Lil Baby
♛
"Why the fuck was you at a block party twerking on niggas and I'm just now finding out bout the shit?" Honcho questioned me
"The fuck is you talking about?" I mugged him
"Don't fucking play with me, bruh." He said
"WHO IS PLAYING WITH YOU?" I clapped his hands in his face making him grab them
"Keep yo fucking hands out my face." He said
"Ima do what the fuck I want to." I snatched from his hold
"Now like the fuck I was saying, the FUCK is you talking about?" I raised my voice
"Lower yo tone when you talking to me because I ain't one of them lil boys you be fucking wit." He said and I crossed my arms waiting on him to answer my question
"So this not you?" He asked me showing a picture of me twerking with a nigga behind me
"Why is there people even taking pictures of me, fuck you and yo dick riding homeboys, the fuck." I said starting to walk away but he pulled me back
I know I wasn't twerking on nobody, while whoever the fuck that was tryna lie on me
"Fuck is you walking away for?" He questioned
"BECAUSE I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU NO MORE, THE FUCK?" I mugged him yelling then actually walked away
I went to one of his guest rooms and laid down getting on my phone
A bitch just tryna to go to the aquarium. That's it, that's all.
I didn't wanna go home because honestly I felt like the argument was pointless, the picture looked how it wasn't
After thirty minutes I got up and went to his room seeing him watching TV
"Are we still gonna go to the aquarium?" I mumbled
"You just pissed me off, gon on wit that shit." He mugged me
I rolled my eyes then sat down on the side of bed he was on
"I know how the picture look but it's not like that, he got behind me but I moved and I declined him tryna fuck with me. If I tell you about you playing in my face, why would I do the same thing?" I looked at him
"I didn't come over here to argue with you, I'm just tryna go to the aquarium." I said
I sound like Lo London
He didn't say nothing after that so I just got all the way in the bed
I put my leg over his and laid my head down on his chest, he was watching "The Chi" and I started watching it too
"Don't be mad at me forever." I kissed his lips three times
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Humorin·fat·u·a·tion • /inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n/ a feeling of foolish or obsessively strong love for, admiration for, or interest in someone or something