The space me and Joseon "needed" turned into two months, he did apologize for EVERYTHING and I mean everything and so did I but I guess we still not "ready"
I found out I was pregnant and I have yet to tell him, I'm scared honestly. What if he does me like Zay?
His birthday is coming up and I got him a big diamond chain that I bought when we was together because I'm proactive like that. I don't know when Ima tell him though
I looked over my messages on Instagram and iMessage like I always do hoping he'll text me assum but I'm not sad no more
I can't let a relationship effect my whole life
"Ima just put my pride to the side." I mumbled then started to text him
my baby
hey joseon, what you doin for your birthday?
I cut my phone off and smiled remembering I had a doctor's appointment to find out my gender
I grabbed my keys and made my way into my Bentley, as I was pulling off he texted me back
my baby
hey joseon, what you doin for your birthday?
I ain't sho yet
I bit down on my lip seeing he was typing again, I thought on if I should tell him
my baby
hey joseon, what you doin for your birthday?
I ain't sho yet
What u been on latelyum nothing
can we meet up and talkWhere ?
i'll come to your house after i handle sum
I moved
oh
15631 ne 79th Ct, miami Lakes fl 33016
I'll be there soon
I made it to my doctor's office, and went in fixing my shirt. Even though Ima only a couple months I'm still kinda big so it's obvious that I'm pregnant even with a shirt on
I love my pregnancy belly, I'm just scared to give birth
I got to the back room and my doctor, Mr. Ellis, gave me a smile
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Humorin·fat·u·a·tion • /inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n/ a feeling of foolish or obsessively strong love for, admiration for, or interest in someone or something