"Mila, he's hurt bout you, that's all that is. I know how boys are, that's why he went up under that girl." My mom said
"He's hurting? What about me?" I frowned
"You gotta look at it in his point of view." She said as I crossed my legs getting more comfortable in her bed
"Ma, who's your child? Him or me?" I huffed about to roll my eyes but she hates when I do it
"You are but let me explain." She said
"Imagine you're you messing with a guy and y'all are spending time together, having sex, saying I love you, and even got each other tattooed just to find out he got a girl pregnant but the girl got an abortion." She explained
"But this all happened when I cut him off like we had no dealings because he was lying to MEEEE, he did this to himself." I punched my palm
"But he doesn't know that, all he knows is you got pregnant and got an abortion then hid it even though that's not the case." She said and I sighed realizing what she was trying to get across
"But Ma, he didn't even let me explainnnn." I shook my head
"Guys are stubborn and especially if he already got it in head that you got pregnant, all he hears and sees is you got pregnant by another guy." She said and I sighed
"Okay well, I tried to call him many of times and he stopped sharing his location with me like when we started doing that? That blows me then right after that he in the bed with a girl and she gon send it to me." I scoffed
"I started to send her our sex ta-" I got cut off by her popping me in the mouth
"I'm yo momma, girl." She said and I held my mouth
"Dang, okay." I mugged her
"And Ma, actually I didn't hide it from him because one day he ask me where I was leaving from and I said Planned Parenthood but he thought I was playing." I shrugged and she bust out laughing
"Mila, oh my God. Why would you say that?" She shook her head
"He can't say I was lying to him." I shrugged
"You a lot better than I was around your age." She said
"How?" I asked
"Girl, at 19 I had an one year old with a jailbird that I couldn't stop beating on." She said and I laughed then side eyed her
"Well, I beat teen pregnancy." I said
"Good, now I just gotta watch out for the twins." She said
I know something you donttt, I know something you'll never know
"Yeah." I said
"Mila, you're still young, not everything is about a piece of man which I already know you know. It's okay to be sad over it for a little but don't let it mess with your mental health." She said and I nodded
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Humorin·fat·u·a·tion • /inˌfaCHəˈwāSH(ə)n/ a feeling of foolish or obsessively strong love for, admiration for, or interest in someone or something