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17 and Pregnant

I am back

My life was disrupted upon confirmation of my pregnancy. The news was overwhelming, and I questioned everything. How did I let this happen? What am I going to do? I flooded my mind with a million thoughts and emotions, and I felt lost. Being seventeen and pregnant was not part of my plans, and I couldn't help but feel scared and uncertain about the future.

At school, I was going to the restroom to pee so often, that teachers questioned my apparent laziness in class. I avoided social gatherings as often as I could while trying to hide my growing belly under my baggy sweater. I knew judgment and gossip would follow if anyone found out about my situation. My baby's father doesn't even know about the pregnancy yet, and the thought of telling him terrified me. Would he even care? Would he aspire to be involved in our child's life? The overarching anxiety was very exhausting.

As the days turned into weeks, I couldn't escape the reality of my situation. The physical changes in my body were becoming more and more noticeable, and it became difficult to hide my secret. I couldn't help but feel a mix of anger and frustration at myself for allowing this to happen, for not being more careful, and for not being responsible.

"Y/N, are you there?" Yoimiya called, her voice breaking through my thoughts. I snapped back to reality, realizing that I had been lost in my world for far too long. Yoimiya's concerned eyes met mine, and I mustered a wan smile to reassure her. She had been my rock throughout this entire ordeal, offering unwavering support and understanding.

"Yes?" I responded, my voice above a whisper. Yoimiya stepped closer, her hand reaching out to touch mine. At that moment, I felt a surge of gratitude for having someone like her by my side. She may not have had all the answers or solutions, but her presence alone provided me with a sense of comfort and strength.

"Where is that emo girl I used to know?" I giggled under my breath, remembering the times when Yoimiya would torment me about my moody teenage years.

"She's still here, just buried beneath layers of growth and resilience," I responded a glimmer of nostalgia in my eyes. Yoimiya's smile widened, her playful spirit rekindling our shared memories.

"I hate to see you so sad," Yoimiya spoke, her voice filled with genuine concern. "But I know you can find happiness again. Remember all the times we laughed until our stomachs hurt? We'll create recent memories like that, I promise."

"But there is a new life on the way," I interjected, my voice filled with sadness.

"I know it's difficult to let go of the past and the memories we hold dear, but embracing change can lead to new beginnings and opportunities. We can grow and adapt together, just like the layers of growth and resilience we spoke about earlier. And with Yoimiya's support and playful spirit, I believe we can create even more cherished memories in the future." She hugged me.

"Yoimiya, you are way too positive." She laughed, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "But I must admit, your optimism is infectious. It's refreshing to have someone like you around, always reminding us to look at the bright side of things." With Yoimiya's vibrant energy and zest for life, we can't help but feel inspired to embrace the unknown and take risks.

The most important thing is, should I have this baby or not after telling my parents? The thought of that scares me. Oh no!

Xiao Pov:

Lately, I have been feeling so angry at myself after kicking a guy's butt for disrespecting me and my boundaries. The way he spoke to me, belittling and mocking, struck a nerve deep within. I had always tried not to be violent because of my anger issues, but this time was different. The fury that surged through my veins clouded my judgment, making me lose sight of the person I strive to be. As I landed blow after blow, a mix of regret and satisfaction washed over me. Regret for stooping to his level and satisfaction for standing up for me.