Away with his child| Xiao X FEM!Reader X Ayato

Secrets Reveled

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Now I feel what every teenager goes through in their life-depression. The weight of my emotions seemed unbearable, as if a dark cloud had settled over me. Each day became a struggle to be motivated and joyful, leaving me feeling lost and isolated. It's a secret I kept hidden from those around me, fearing their judgment. I couldn't accept that he didn't want this baby. It had torn me apart. I lay in bed all day, not wanting to go to school to see him, afraid to face the music. Seeing him and pretending everything was okay felt like a heavy burden on my fragile frame of mind.

My phone had many messages I ignored, as I do with anyone. Each notification felt like a daily reminder of the life I was supposed to have, but now seemed out of reach.

Did I even want this child? I'm still trying to discover myself and my aspirations at age 17.. I couldn't be a mother at this point in my life, as I felt capable of taking care of myself. Being responsible for another human was terrifying.. I had dreams and aspirations that I didn't want to give up on, and becoming a mother at such a young age felt like it would derail those plans even further.

What should I do? Should I abort and move on with my life? I pondered for some time, but decided to keep the baby in the end.. It knew it would be hard, but I was determined to make it work. To secure a better life for my child, I'll make sacrifices and postpone my dreams.. I don't know why this child shouldn't be responsible for their parents' mistake, right? I recognized the absence of any gut still take the risk.. I knew I would have to work hard to provide for my child, but I was ready to do anything for him. But there's one thing I have to tell my parents about my pregnancy:

I was terrified of their reaction, knowing they had high expectations for me. They had always wanted me to pursue my education and have a successful career before starting a family. But now, here I was, facing the reality of becoming a parent before achieving those goals. I knew they would be disappointed, maybe even angry. I had to share this significant chapter of my life with them honestly.. I sighed and talked to them after school, knowing that delaying the conversation would only prolong the anxiety.

I started my morning routine as usual, trying to push aside the overwhelming thoughts and focus on the tasks at hand. However, every step felt heavier, knowing that I had to break the news to my parents later, not knowing the disaster that would await me at school.

As I walked through the school gates, a sense of unease settled in the pit of my stomach. The hallways, buzzing with chatter and laughter, now seemed muted.. Students cast furtive glances in my direction, their whispers audible but filled with curiosity. It was as if the news had spread like wildfire, and I was about to face the aftermath of its destruction. I could feel the weight of their stares and their judgment hanging in the air. Panic gripped me as my mind raced, wondering what could have happened for everyone to be so on edge. As I made my way to my locker, I couldn't help but fear the worst.

"Why is everyone looking at me?" I thought to myself, trying to piece together the puzzle. Was there a rumor circulating about me? Had I done something to offend or upset others?

I tried to ignore everyone and went to class, hoping that the strange atmosphere would dissipate once I was inside the familiar walls of the classroom. However, I was on my way to class when Sofia and her minions cornered me.

"My, my, my, look who showed up; I would be pretty embarrassed to show up after all that happened." She and her friends snickered, which only made them more confused.

I stared at Sofia, bewildered by her words. What was she talking about? I racked my brain, trying to remember if there was anything I had done that could have caused such amusement among them. But nothing came to mind. My confusion turned to frustration as I demanded an explanation.