Toxic

Chapter 6

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"Why? You wanna fuck me one last time before they put you in the dirt?" Semaj asked boldly.

It had been 19 years since he even uttered one word to his father. Semaj spent the better half of his childhood being raped and molested by Roland and his friends. Years ago, Roland was addicted to drugs, and had done some unimaginable things while he was high. Him and his friends found comfort in the presence of other men and sometimes did things they would never speak of to their wives, or anyone else for that matter. In the beginning years of his addiction, he would come home and instead of fucking his wife, he found his release within his son. Roland knew it was wrong, but in his sick mind it felt so right. The very first time he molested Semaj, he was at the tender age of six years old. What Semaj thought would be a fun night with one of his favorite people on earth ended in horror. Semaj knew touching his dad wasn't right, but his dad saying that it was had him so confused. Roland somehow convinced him to keep it a secret, and going against his better judgement Semaj didn't say anything. That was the last time Roland had touched him until four years later, after Semaj's tenth birthday party.

Roland and Janet had been into it a lot because his secrets began to reveal themselves one at a time. The night of Semaj's tenth birthday, he came in high off his ass after she had just discovered his stash of cocaine, pills and some other substance she'd never seen before. 

"Are you high?" She asked lowly, knowing just a few doors down her son was sound asleep. 

"What? no. Okay maybe a little" He chuckled as he staggered into the kitchen "Its just a little Mary j relaxxxx"

Janet knew that was the furthest from the truth, she suspected that something was amiss, but she would've never guessed she married a damn crackhead. 

She threw the contents of his hidden stash onto the granite countertops "Are you serious right now Roland?! Semaj could have gotten into this shit!" she whisper-yelled

Irritated that he was being questioned, his hands quickly reached across the island and wrapped around her throat. "Don't you ever question me, I pay the bills in this motherfucker. The car you drive I pay for! The clothes you wear, the food you eat! Bitch you standing in my money! its all around you" And that was true, Roland had always wanted her to be a stay at home mom. Without hesitation she accepted that role before Semaj was born.

Struggling to breathe, she clawed at his hands. Tightening his grip, Roland had unintentionally went in for the kill until Semaj strolled into the kitchen with wide eyes.

"Dad stop!! You're hurting her" Releasing her from his grip, Janet fell to the floor coughing harshly as her body quickly tried to recover from the sudden loss of oxygen. Semaj ran to his mother side, hugging her body close as he mugged the hell out of his father. 

Roland laughed and bit his lip at his son. The substance coursing through his veins had him horny as hell. Just the sight of his one and only son had his slacks tightening. He watched Semaj intensely as he and his mother exited the kitchen. Voices in his head egged him on even further, tonight would be the night.

A couple of hours later, Roland was sitting in the living room with a fresh coating of coke in his nostrils. His mind was racing at a mile a minute. He got up from the sofa and his feet traveled to the door of his son's room. Like a thief in the night, he was inside of the dark room with in seconds, with the door shut and locked. The slight from the cracked door to the bathroom illuminated his bedroom slightly and Roland was able to see his sleeping form. With a quickness, he came out of his pants and underwear, jumping into the bed with his son.