all. my. fault. - genshin angst

shine in the stars for me (yoimiya)

tw // death (idk why i'm saying this it's a angst book ofc there's death)

headcannon as well

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The laughter of children surrounded the room. Happiness was in the air. Little kids no older than the age of 7 running around. It was Yoimiyas birthday.

"Hey Yoyo! Becoming a big girl today eh?" said her father.

"Daddy! Your back!" she said with excitement

Yoimiyas father had gone out of town for a while and promised he'd be back for Yoimiyas birthday.

"Daddy Daddy! Do you have a present for me?"

"Yoyo darling, when all your friends are gone.."

"But daddyyyyyy!"

He chuckles and rubs Yoimiyas head. He sends her off to go play with her friends and eat cake. Later that evening her friends left one by one, and by the time the last one left it was just down to Yoimiya and her father.

"So daddy, my present?"

Her father laughs.

"Hold on pumpkin, let me bring it inside. Now sit patiently and don't make a noise or sudden movement or else!"

Or else what? she thought to herself. Could it be something scary? Was her father going to scare her? Oh my it's already scary waiting.

Her father walks in the room with a box with holes all around it.

"Daddy the box has holes!! Is it gonna fall out?!"

"No darling, come sit on the floor."

He sets the box down onto the floor and Yoimiya rushes down from the chair.

Her father opens the box, and inside is this lovely little orange tabby kitten.

Yoimiya gasps and the kitten meows. She starts to tear up. Such a lovely gift. She didn't give herself time to comprehend what had just happened so she picked the kitten up and hugged it lightly.

She cries.

"Yoimiya dear, don't crush the poor thing."

That day was a day that Yoimiya will always remember.

She named the kitten Flame. She loved fireworks almost as much as that kitten.

The years went by as Yoimiya and Flame grew up. Most of Yoimiyas time spent aside from work were with Flame and her father. She grisly loved flame. She loved him so much that he was like a son to her. He was the light in her life. She could never imagine it without him.

Both Flame and Yoimiya are older now. She is 16 and Flame is 9. He's slowed down now that he's older. In fact, both of them had. They were both slower, and more calm, and definitely healthier. Except, Yoimiya stopped giving Flame catnip. Cat weed was never good for him anyway!

Although, as time went by Flame started to do some unusual things. He was limping, and got slower. Slower than normal. Yoimiya started to notice these things and thought nothing of it. That was until one day Flame wasn't even walking. He just sat on the floor moving his tail. He had no energy left. Yoimiya took Flame to the vet with her father.

"Ahem. So, the test results are back. I'm sorry but Flame has a rare genetic disease and at this age he blah blah blah...."

Everything went silent.

A blur.

"what.." Yoimiya whispered.

What happened?

He was healthy.

I made sure.

".. if you want we can put him down and relieve his pain by tomorrow evening but blah blah..."

Tomorrow?

No.

That's not enough time

Time.

Time is a funny thing.

It's the one thing that no one has enough of.

No one is ever given enough time.

Our precious time is taken away from us, from our loved ones. By who? By God? But why? Why so soon? He's only 9.

I...

I love him...

I can't live without him.

That's what I thought of for the past 9 years.

And now it's time.

It's time to..

to....

to live without him.

Yoimiya and her father spent the remaining hours they had left with Flame. They went outside, they had treats, they even put Flame on a slide at a park. Time went by quickly. Soon enough, it was time for them to see the vet.

"Uh, can i.. hold him? He likes being held."

"Yes."

Yoimiya held Flame in her arms, caressing his cheek.

"Hey silly.."

Flame looks at her with droopy eyes, almost as if he was asking for her to let go. He knew. And he was ready.

The doctor injects the fluids to put him down.

"These are now his last moments."

Yoimiya tears up.

"I will always love and cherish you. We had a good run. But now, it's time for you to go. I love you, Flame. Shine bright in the stars for me will you?"

The end.

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BRUH IM CRYING WHILE MAKING THIS CAUSE WHAT IF THIS HAPPENED TO MY CAT 🥲🥲🥲🥲

anyways 5k OMGGG 😛😛😛😛

y'all ily all so much and tysm for all this support and i'm so glad you guys like my stories. a lot of them are personal experiences being morphed into cannon and or headcannon events

honestly i don't even play genshin anymore 😭

anyways ly all tysm i'm gonna dissapear again for a while xx