Heys guys sorry this took a while and for new readers sorry if you were confused but I was editing chapters but this chapter is kinda corny I added more details and it's much longer per request
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Taylor's pov
I wake in the middle of the night very cold and tired but see Jordan on the other side of the bed
I want to scoot closer but am hesitant I feel my bandage and it seems fine but a little too tight right now I go to the bathroom and check on my wound it's healing but not perfect and take medicine he's left out there a note and it says I will be slightly more tired but that's okay anyways I'm going to forgive Evelyn soon but not right away I know she didn't have ill intentions she didn't know I was going to fall but she could have at least checked if I was okay but no she continued to argue with me and than let me leaveI finished fixing my bandages and lay back down admiring Jordan how could one look so peaceful while asleep? I smile and he shuffles a bit reaching for where I was but his brows furrow not feeling me I rest my head on his chest and he sighs softly and I lay my hand on his side snuggling my head into him further and melting as he wraps his arms around me "are you alright love" I nod and mumble something falling back asleep but stay awake
he's awake and looking at me and notices Ive woken up "hey love" I think im really starting to like this new nickname "hey" he smiles and glances towards my bandages "you've replaced them" I yawn and nod lightly "yeah I did they were a bit uncomfortable so I just did what you told me to he smiles and pulls me closer "I don't wanna be apart from you I want to stay like this forever" I feel my face get hot and listen to his heartbeat to calm myself down I take note of how much it beats and how when I melt into him more he has a steady rhythm pattering against his bones "I wanna stay too it's safe here" I hear him smile and run his hands through my hair "you're safe with me I'd never let anything happen to you"
I start to shift and he holds onto me tighter "please don't leave me" I lay my hand on his chest and look up at him "I'd never leave you" he loosens his grip and sighs but I go back to his chest and hold onto him tightly "will you ever leave me?" He runs his long cold fingers along my spine making me shiver and tense up temporarily "I could never dream of it you're everything I could ever possibly imagine having yet your the one thing I can't have"
I look lift my head up looking in his eyes deeply and grabbing g his face "I don't care what she thinks anymore I don't want you I need you, you're like a drug and right now I cannot get enough of you I need all of you till it feels like I'm suffocating and you pump the air I need back in my lungs" he flips us over and is hovering over me keeping his full weight off of me by supporting his elbows "when you say things like that it makes my head spin and it feels like we are the only people on this terrible world because I need you as well I need you more than anything but I also want you to myself no matter how selfish or self consuming it sounds I need you to be mine so I know you only have moments like this with me and me only, so I can ensure I'm the only person who can touch you like this make you feel how you do"
My breathing hitches and he leans in kissing my four head than my cheek everywhere but my lips "I cannot hurt you right now you are far too fragile" I shake my head a grip onto his shoulders needing to feel the warmth of his lips on mine "please I need you I want to share something as intimate as a kiss while I'm in such a state it will show how much trust I have in you in us" he dips his head in and kisses me softly than harshly delicate "I love this moment but not the situation" I nod and ghost my finger tips over his lips seeing the redness that flushes his face and the messiness of his hair I sink my teeth into my bottom lip and pull him in for a hug and he lays a top of me "how about we promise to be each others no matter what no people can go between us but in public we can be neutral having silent moments together" I take in his scent slowly and lift his head up "what will be ours in private but not known to others in public is between us"
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DREAM GIRL
Romance16 year old Taylor Timmons is best friends With Evelyn Phillips and secretly has a crush on her brother Jordan. Will this ruin her relationship with her best friend? Will she make the best or worst decision of her life in the summer of '63. I will u...