saved me 🤍 ∙𝗺𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁

𝟰 - 𝗶 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲

me, j and mads were currently at maddies apartment looking through baby photos of us all. i wanted to go out but maddie insisted that we stayed in because of my upset stomach the past couple days. we all looked adorable and i started to cry almost immediately, i do not know why my hormones are all over the place but i just sort of brushed it off because i didn't want to put a dampner on the limited time i had with my best friends.

at about 11pm, j went back to our hotel room because he was feeling the jet lag but i wanted to stay cause i needed to update maddie on the mason situation. we got snacks and sat on her bed cross-legged opposite eachother like we were 11 years old at a sleepover and i told her everything, from the way i got butterflies when we started dancing to the little kisses he's been using every time he texts me. i don't think i stopped smiling until i felt the need to throw up again.

i ran to maddies bathroom and locked the door. i was in there for a good 10 minutes until i came out and saw maddie waiting for me with my phone in her hand. she had an anxious look on her face which immediately got me worried. "mads, whats wrong?"i asked, "ummm, dan, when was your last period?" she asked me, "i can't remeber, not too long ago i dont think, why?" i replied, "because according to your period app, it was nearly 3 months ago" she said, showing me my phone.

my world stopped for a second. there is no way. i can't be pregnant. "there must be something wrong with my app. there's no way." i said quietly, she grabbed my hand and lead me to the sofa. she was saying something, but i couldn't make out what. there were thousands of thought circling around in my head. how am i gonna tell mason? i'm not ready for a baby? what about my parents? what will the media say?

finally maddie shook me and snapped me out my trance, "babe, ive just ubered a test and some ice cream, do you want me to text jude?" she asked, i nodded, i wanted both of my best friends here, i needed all the support i could get. "its gonna be okay" she said and pulled me into her chest, and with that i started sobbing heavily.

madelyn's pov -

dani was breaking down in my lap, i knew i needed to be there for her right now and i knew she wanted jude too, so as soon as i had ubered a pregnancy test, i made sure to text jude and tell him to get his ass over here immediately.

judasssss 👑

jude
jude
JUDE
JUDE VICTOR WILLIAM BELLINGHAM

what madelyn renee cline?
it is 1am you crazy woman

get your ass over here ASAP
we have a problem

what's wrong? are you both okay??? 

we ummm...
we think dani might be pregnant?

sorry WHAT?

yea, so HURRY UP

okay, i'm omw
you need anything?

nah, just your dumb ass

OKAY, i'm coming
goodness me

thank fuck
oh and jude?

yea?

she's really shocked and stressed so she's quite quiet right now

dw it's normal we just need to be there for her

okay, i'll be there soon

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jude's pov -

i practically ran to my car as soon as i got the texts from mads, i was really worried about dani because i knew this would affect her mental health and i didn't want her to have another episode, especially if she is actually pregnant. dani russo could be pregnant? what the actual fuck? i remember when we were 4 years old playing with lego.

i just wanted to be there for her in every way i could so made my way back to maddie's apartment as quick as i possibly could, i may or may not have sped a few red lights but i didnt get caught so the police didn't need to know that, and the girls didn't either. i took me about 10 minutes to get there and when i got up to mads apartment floor, the door was already open as she was getting the uber package. i quickly walked into the apartment. me and mads looked at each other, she rubbed my arm and we went and found dani.

dani's pov -

i was nervously pacing while waiting for maddie to retrieve the test. it's crazy to think that little test is gonna tell me how my futures gonna be. i cant even think about mason right now. when she arrived back into her bedroom jude was with her. i just walked to him and hugged him tightly trying not to cry. i took the test off of mads and went into the bathroom to take the test.

i peed on the stick and prepared myself for the longest three minutes of my life. as i was waiting, i immediately felt a wave of guilt wash over me. this was supposed to be maddie's birthday weekend, she had her birthday party tomorrow, which was supposed to be a surprise but chase ruined it by letting it slip. and i began to think, i've always wanted to be a mum, definatly not this soon but nevertheless. if mason wanted to be apart of the baby's life i would of course let him, but i don't need him.

i knew that whatever the test said, i would get through it. wether i ended up with a baby or not i would be okay. i was calming myself down, weighing up my options when i heard the timer go off. i flipped over the test, my hands trembling. pregnant. i took a big breath and started sobbing softly. i stayed that way just sitting with my thoughts until i heard my best friends knock on the bathroom door. i quickly wiped my tears, grabbed the postive test and unlocked the door.

i passed mads the test and as soon as she saw the result she pulled me into her arms and held me tightly. i felt jude take the test off her and then wrap his arms around the two of us. thats when i started to cry again. we must of stayed like that for 20 minutes at least until i pulled away and went to sit on the sofa. they followed and when they sat down i could see the worry in their eyes.

"guys, don't worry about me, i've sort of come to terms with it." i told them and i could see the confusion in their eyes, "what do you mean babe?" maddie asked, "well i've always wanted to be a mum, don't get me wrong not yet but i can do it, and i want too. and as for mason, if he wants to be apart of their life, amazing. if not, his loss." i replied. and they both looked a little surprised at how in control of my emotions i was. "dani you have to promise me you will tell us if you are struggling. wherever we are, we will drop everything and be there as soon as we can" jude told me. "i promise." i replied

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