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yesterday, i found out i was pregnant. i couldn't and still can't quite believe it. however, today is the day of madelyn's birthday party so i'm gonna try and forget about everything and have nice evening with friends to celebrate one of my favourite ones. it was currently 5pm and i had just started getting ready for the evening because we had to be at the resturant for 6:30pm. i had spent the last half an hour repeatedly telling jude he can't wear his dortmund tracksuit. i was wearing a green silky dress and had my hair in a half up half down as me and jude had barely met any of maddies other friends, i wanted us to make a good impression. i decided to quickly film a clip for my vlog considering i'd pretty much forgotten about it.

"good evening everybody! me and jude are currently getting for maddies birthday party and i thought i'd just update you all cause i havent really picked up the camera at all. i've just been tryna soak up the limited time i have with mads. but im excited for the party, it'll be nice to meet some of maddies friends and to see the cast again. OOH! let's do a fit check!" i screamed into the camera, "jude come here! we're doing a fit check!" i told him, "okay" he said with a chuckle. "i have this dress on from SLA the label with these green heels from oh polly i think? your turn" i said turning to jude, "okay, i don't know if i'm gonna do this right but my top is from ami camp, i have no clue where my trousers are from and then just my trusty converse" he said and looked at me for conformation, i nodded at him, "well done j, anyways we need to leave but i'll try and do some filming while we're there!" i blew a kiss to the camera and stopped recording.

about ten minutes later, our uber arrived and we made our way to the resturant. when we walked in we were greeted by madison and her girlfriend mariah, we said hi and spoke to them for a little bit before we saw the birthday girl herself and chase. she ran over to us and hugged us both. jude first then me. she whispered in my ear, "are you doing okay?" i nodded, she rubbed my arm and we took a picure.

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i spent the night talking to different people and watching my bestfriend laugh and enjoy herself

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i spent the night talking to different people and watching my bestfriend laugh and enjoy herself. i was so proud of her. she'd been through so much and she was finally smiling, laughing and just being happy. it made me feel so happy. we sat down to have some food and i quickly pulled out my camera. i was sat opposite rudy and another one of madi's cast members madison, they were really sweet.

"so, we're now at madi's little party slash dinner thingy, we're gonna have food and then i think we're gonna go to a club or something? i don't really know but anyways! we are sat with rudy and madison, two of madi's castmates from obx" i panned the camera to madison and rudy, they waved then i panned it to the birthday girl, "and there is the woman of the hour, anyways expect a drunk update from someone later, probably jude" i finish, whispering the last bit to the camera while giggling.

i was trying to enjoy myself but i couldn't stop thinking about my little situation. how was i gonna be able to tell lessi, gio, luca, my parents. what about mason? i decided to just get it over with and call luca. he was the chillest of my siblings and even though im closer with alessia, i knew that luca would be level headed and i just needed to tell someone and tick it off my list.

(luc = luke)

i went into the bathroom and quickly pressed call on his facetime contact before i could change my mind. "hey dani, whats up?" he asked, "hey luc, ive got something i need to tell you." i replied "okay? are you alright?" he asked sounding concerned, "yea, um.. im, im pregnant."i said, worry flashed on his face, for no longer than a split second but i saw it, "wow, ummmm okay, is there anything i can do, like are you okay?" he finally spoke, "no i'm okay, ive sorta come to terms with it, i just needed to tell someone and you're probably the chillest out of all of us and you give the best advice so i knew you'd be the best person to tell first." i rambled a bit.

then he asked the dreaded question, "who's is it?" i took a deep breath, "ummm you know jude plays for england? well its one of his teamates." i replied trying to avoid the question, "yea okay, which one dan, i mean you don't have to tell me but at least tell me where you met him" he asked, i sighed, admiting defeat, i trust luca anyways. "its mason mount. i met him at the fifa best awards thingy with less, jude and toby. i've been speaking to him since but this might scare him off, i don't need him though, i can do this on my own." i was saying my thoughts aloud and stressing a little.

luca pulled my out of my mini breakdown, "danielle, dani, calm down. its gonna be okay littlen, i promise." i smile at the nickname he used to call me when i was a kid, "look don't worry, im here to help if you need anything, now go have a drink and enjoy your night." he said, "you're so fucking clueless luc" i chuckled, "what do you mean, is this all a joke or something?" he asked, "no idiot, pregnant women can't drink luca." i told him, "oh shit. well you're screwed then." we both laughed and i said goodbye eventually hanging up the phone and going to find my friends, a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.

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