Happy Together (YBF Love Story)

Chapter 56: Surprises

⚠️CONTENT WARNING⚠️
Smut Scenes, Overstimulation, Aftercare, Mentions of Breastfeeding, Mentions of Kinks, Breeding/Mommy Kink, Birth Control, and Tokophobia.

Friday, December 29, 2023

So 2 weeks have passed now, and we are in the last few days of 2023...what a year. So, let me catch you up on things. Sarah, Lucy, and I have hung out a lot lately, as I still feel discomfort towards Peter. Speaking of Peter, he has really worked very hard on his videos and editing, even talking to Daniel, his video editor, and apologizing to him; Peter has gotten some new subs back, and it has definitely helped financially. Hunter is still not close with me, but at least she has stopped crying whenever I hold her, and Arnie seems to love helping. Yes, Sarah brings him with her all the time, and he's quite the sweetheart. Peter has started this tradition where we go on a date every Wednesday night since, and this last one we actually went to watch a movie, it was based on a true story about the man who owned Bon's Burgers.

AN: If nobody gets the reference, check here:

I still feel anxious when I am around him, and I need to make it stop. Even though things have been getting better, they're not...I still have nightmares about what had happened. What if I never left? What if this isn't even real? I wish I could get myself out of this mental state, so maybe a walk alone might help. I stand up and head to the closet to grab a hoodie when I hear the door open; I jump to see Peter looking at me. I laugh nervously "Wow...you, scared me." I say "Sorry, I heard you getting up. What's up?" He asks "Oh, just grabbing something warm." I reply. Peter nods and looks at me questioningly "May I ask why?" He asks. I look down "I was going to go for a walk." I say. I look up to see Peter smiling "Alright, let me grab Hunter and we'll all go." He says, before I can say anything he leaves. I sigh and shrug; I guess this is a bit safer. I walk out with a dark green hoodie on as Peter holds Hunter to his chest "I remember when we got that." I say, referring to her dark blue puffer coat with matching toboggan. Peter chuckles "Yeah, when we thought she was Liam. So, where are you wanting to go?" Peter asks. I shrug "Probably just in town, maybe to the flower shop and back. I don't want her getting sick." I say. Peter nods and grabs his keys with his left hand "Let's get going." He says. We walk out of the apartment and head outside; it has snowed again but it's melted enough to where you can see road but there is some ice. We walk across the street with Peter on my right side and Hunter sleeping in his arms. "So any particular reason you wanted to walk tonight?" Peter asks "Just need to clear my head, that's all. I wasn't trying to get you to come." I say, looking up at him. Peter looks at me almost offended "I'm glad I came with you, I'd be worried sick, Darling. Besides, I never want you walking alone at night." He says. I look down and listen as my boots step on the road salt "I'm sorry. Thank you for coming." I say. I look at Hunter and smile. "She really looks like you when she sleeps." I say, Peter arches his brow "Really? No, she looks like you when she sleeps." He replies before looking down at her. "She has that exact sleeping doll look that you do. You always look beautiful when you sleep." He says with a warm smile, I blush darkly as my eyes widen. "S-sorry, I didn't mean to creep you out." He sighs. "I was trying to make a compliment." He says "Uhm...it, it's alright. I know what you were trying to say." I reply dryly. I can feel him looking at me "Can I hold your hand?" He asks, I nod and we hold hands as we walk. I look at the town to see some cars drive and people around us; not a lot of people, but enough to make me feel comfortable. I look at him "So how's the channel going?" I ask, he now smiles "It's getting better! So I asked the local library if I could make some videos there for awhile, and they said it'd be alright. I'm only doing that so you can get more acquainted with things, Hunter especially." He says "Hey, baby steps, literally. I just got her to stop crying when she even senses my presence. For a three-month-old, she's sure smart." I say "I know, she is so much better than I ever was, and I really mean that." Peter says. I see the flower shop to the left and grin "I remember when you wanted to be a Botanist." I say. Peter turns us around, and now he is on my left side "Yeah. You know, Darling, I was thinking that maybe we could have a small garden, not anything big. I really think that it will help with the atmosphere." He says. I shrug "Yeah, that sounds nice." I state before looking at him. "So, what do you think about Roy?" I ask. Peter shrugs "He's okay, I guess. Him and I have never really gotten along well, but he has helped a lot these last few months." He says "That's good, but I meant for Sarah. I think they seem cute together." I say. Peter chuckles "I mean, if he wants to date a psychopath, that's on him." He says jokingly. I now cross my arms "They're really close, and they seem pretty serious. Do you think anything will come of them?" I ask as Peter's eyes widen "Ah, it's not really up to me. As long as she's happy, what do I have to complain about?" He asks. I smile and look down "They really have been a big help for us. Look, the reason I wanted to walk is because I keep having nightmares." I confess. Peter nods "I know, I can hear you crying," he looks at me, "you know that I am here for you. Anything you need, I'll help you with it." He says "Thank you. I really appreciate that." I say quietly. The rest of the walk we mostly spoke about the weather and his upcoming ideas for his videos. Just as we are approaching the apartment Hunter stirs and starts crying. I look at her. "Aww, what's the matter?" I ask "She's probably wondering why she's out here. That, or she needs a snack. I swear, she loves eating." He says as we walk in. I smile "I know, she's a chunk already. One thing I hate is that I never got to nurse her." I say. Peter arches his brow "I'm glad she's healthy though." He says. I look at him confusingly "Yeah. Babe, I meant breastfeeding." I say. Peter's eyes widen "Ohhh. Well, I'm sure we can work something out." He says "Hopefully. Either that or I'll just have to wait, I guess." I say with a shrug. Peter unlocks the door and we go inside; him letting me in first. I watch as he locks the door with his right hand and looks back at me "Hey, Darling, why don't you feed her?" He asks. My eyes widen before I nod reluctantly, as I am still trying to practice it. Peter gently hands Hunter to me as he walks to the kitchen "Peter, I am still not great at it." I say "I know, but I am here to help you, Darling. Then after we put her to bed we can go to bed, heh." He says. I smile and hold the bottle to her. Hunter takes ahold of the nipple part and looks at me "Hey, I'm doing it." I say excitedly "See, I knew you'd get it." Peter says with a smile. It takes a few minutes to feed her before Peter helps me put her in her crib. I smile down at her and feel Peter's left arm around my waist. "She's so beautiful. She's our little creation." He says sweetly "That, she is." I say before pulling away "Heading to bed?" He asks "I am." I say. Peter smiles wryly and follows me "Mind if I join?" He asks. I walk and sit down on the bed "No, you're fine...but, just sleeping." I say. Peter's eyes widen before he sighs and nods "Alright, I got you. Do you mind if I cuddle you?" He asks. I shake my head and he starts to take off his jacket and shirt "I'm sorry..." I trail off. Peter puts on blue boxers and sits on the bed "Sorry?" He questions "If I'm being weird towards you. Please don't think that it's personal." I say "I know it's not...Yvonne, do you want to talk about anything?" He asks. I can't tell if whether or not his question is open-ended, but I lay down "I wonder how tomorrow will go, maybe we can go grocery shopping." I say. Peter chuckles "We can if you want, I can set up a list. You are really crazy about grocery sho-" I turn to my right to look at him "The last time I went to one I cried. Grocery stores give me an emotional comfort now." I cut him off. Peter's eyes widen before he nods "Alright, we can do that. I really love to see you happy, Darling." He says before laying down and wrapping me in his arms. "This feels good. I have missed this." He says quietly. I put my head to his chest and close my eyes, and after a few minutes Peter falls asleep. I sit up slowly to look at him and sigh "I miss us." I whisper before laying down.