Friends Again?

Chapter 12

I can hear his heart race along with mine. "Cam I would love to be yours all yours." I say with a smile . He takes his hand and wipes away a tear.i look at him and sit more up. "What's wrong shouldn't you be happy? I mean-" he interrupts me "I am so happy Lilly you have no idea how happy I am but theses dates were never enough for me I always craved more of you I wanted to make sure you did too. So I let you text me I wanted to make sure of everything I was scared that's why I made you look at the stars I didnt want you to see me cry it makes me feel so weak." I think of what to say but I just hug him and when he calms down a little a kiss him. He wraps his arms his arms around me. And puts his head on my semi-flat chest. He doesn't want to let go I can tell. I put my hands under his chin and tell him "it's okay but your not weak. I can promise that" we are both messes in our own little way we don't knows is worse but we don't compare it's useless. Doesn't help solve anything. He kisses me and I kiss back. I love this. The kisses the cuddling not worried about anything besides who is sitting next to me. Him. His name everything is all just so perfect to me." I love you so much" I add so he knows everything I wish he could read my mind when I'm with him. But now I know he's mine and I'm happy. That's all I wanted. His hands starts to rise up my shirt on the outside and he pulls me down to him. I crash right into him he takes it and I roll over to his side. I'm comfy and warm? Yeah warm and have a big smile on my face I don't think anything could get better.