Friends Again?

What...? No.. Please no...

We finish breakfast and we both get dressed I'm the bathroom him in the bedroom and I get changed first. I pack my stuff making sure I grab everything and throw It in the truck by that time he's doing the dishes up so I wait and help him. Then he drives and I get more sleep."Baby? Are you awake" I get shakes I groan. And stretch and fail I'm into truck i forgot damn.i open the door and roll out falling practically into his arms. This is going to be a rough day I thought now I finally stretch and wake up grab my sweater and leave to go see my mom. I walk in and I see the baby and my mom. I go straight to my mom and hug her I'm glad she's okay. The baby is sleeping so I wait to go hold her. She looks just my mom though she says her eyes are the color of Josh. Well at least she doesn't have all Josh's features that would be awful. I tell my mom to get some sleep and she gladly accepts. the baby starts to wake up. So I go and pick her up and go over by Cam I know he wants children maybe. So do I but not right now. I want to at least move out of my moms before I do that. Cam reaches over my shoulder and kisses me. I think this scene is perfect. The only think I see wrong is its my sister not my baby. I'm so much older compared to her. But I don't care I love just as much. I wake my mom up so she can feed the baby cause I don't know how to yet. It just doesn't come natural to me and this is the first newborn I have take care of any other baby could hold the bottle by him/her self she gladly takes and baby and feeds her. I'm missing one detail. What's her name? All I know is we were expecting a boy and now I feel awful I go over to the basket she was in when we first picked her up and now look at closely. It says her name is Lilly. Just like mine. I don't know if I should be happy or angry. But i choose angry. Josh picked out the name I know it its in his handwriting. I tell Cam to come with me and walk out not even saying good bye to my mom.